he was constantly at home, agreeable to the stories that had been
circulated, she concluded at once (and then affirmed) he was a
favourite of the duchess.
Self-love is of the nature of the polypus; though you sever her
branches or arms, and even divide her trunk, yet she finds means to
reproduce herself. In consequence of the information the duke received
from this lady, who wrote to him in the character of an anonymous
friend, he left Paris and his mistress abruptly; and, to the great
surprise of his wife, came to--. He accosted her in a distant, but
respectful manner.--Nothing gives so sharp a point to one's aversion
as good-breeding--The duchess, unconscious of having given him any
occasion of offence, was highly delighted at his return, flattering
herself with a return of his affection. And as she considered him the
aggressor, received him graciously, insisting that no mention should
be made of past transactions; assuring him that she still retained
the same love for him, and as she regarded him as the first of human
beings, had perhaps been too sanguine in expecting his constancy,
as so many temptations must occur from his superiority to the rest
of mankind. She thought he was but too amiable--that his very vices
had charms beyond other men's _virtues_. Adding that (grievous as
his neglect had been to her) yet she had never done anything that
could reflect upon his honor! He heard her in a sullen humour;
his inclinations _were revived_ by remarking, that time, instead
of _diminishing_, had _added to her charms_: this increased his
resentment, and he answered, that the worst a bad woman can do, is to
make herself ridiculous; it is on herself only that she can entail
infamy--but men of honor have a degree of it to maintain, superior to
that which is in a woman's keeping. Had she had a mind to retaliate,
she might easily have said, that a man of honor and virtue which, in
themselves indeed, are always inseparably connected, are but too often
separated in the absurd and extravagant opinions of mankind. For what
a strange perversion of reason is it, to call a person a man of honor
who has scarcely a grain of virtue! She only observed, we are indeed
civilized into brutes; and a false idea of honor has almost reduced us
into Hob's first state of nature, by making us barbarous. Honor now is
no more than an imaginary being, worshipped by men of _the world_, to
which they frequently offer human sacrifices. He told her she needed
not _be troubled for her minion_: and retiring to rest, left her quite
at a loss to account for his conduct.
It is not sufficient we know our own innocence; it is necessary, for
a woman's happiness, not to be suspected.
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