For unfortunately after she has been once censured (however falsely)
she must expect the envenomed shafts of malice ever ready to be let
fly at her, and that in the transaction of any affairs that will admit
of two interpretations (to avoid the worst, and enjoy an unblemished
reputation). It is not enough to govern herself with propriety, there
must be nothing that will carry two interpretations in the _accidents
of her life_: A woman must therefore be necessarily always guilty,
when innocence has need of many justifications. Happy are those who
are not exposed to such inconveniences!
The Duke most injudiciously next morning publicly dismissed the
object of his jealousy, and, by his want of prudence, confirmed every
thing that had been falsely alledged against his innocent wife, who
continued ignorant of it for some months.
When acquainted with it--The less ground she saw for the reports
against her honor, the more courage and greater resolution she had
to condemn them. She thought herself unfortunate to have lost the
merit of her innocence by scandalous reports which she thanked Heaven
she had not incurred by her guilt: and was so far from slighting the
probabilities that might confirm opinions founded against her, that
she by no means thought herself in the same situation with others,
who had never _been contemned_, and that consequently she was not at
liberty to act on some occasions as _they might do_.
How many women _err_ from the obstinacy of people in defaming
them--they give up the point, despairing of success in conciliating
the esteem of a world who never _retract censure_--It is not with
detraction as it is with other things that displease by repetition:
Stories that have been told a thousand times, are still new when
revived to the prejudice of another. The duchess bore all these
calumnies with patience, _which_ was never yet a _solitary virtue_:
like an angler she endeavoured to humour the duke's waywardness,
flattering herself that her study to please would conquer his
disagreeable temper; and that if she could not become a pleasing wife,
she might at least be thought an agreeable companion, a serviceable
friend. Hope was the only blessing left us, when Pandora's fatal box
let out all the numberless evils which infest these sublunary regions.
But she was at last obliged to resign all ideas of submitting longer
to his caprices. He became jealous even of his menial servants; and
she could speak to no man without incurring his suspicions; which
produced to her the most mortifying scenes. Like that conqueror of
China, who forced his subjects into a general revolt, because he
wanted to oblige them to cut their hair and their nails, he reduced
her to form the resolution of leaving him, because (as he represented
it) _he had dismissed a servant_. But it was in reality his temper
and abuse that occasioned it--and when she was under the necessity of
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