taking that step, she rather let the world judge amiss of her, than
justify herself at her husband's expense. No condescensions on her
part could affect _him_, as daily experience convinced her, that from
a consciousness of the part he _himself had acted_, he could never
_love her_. Are there not many occasions in life in which it would be
reasonable to say, _I conjure you to forget and forgive the injury you
have done me_?
They at last parted amicably: she came to Rotterdam with her family,
and there I contracted an intimacy with her son, who was an amiable
young man about my own age. There I first beheld the lovely Adelaude,
Countess de Sons, the duchess's ward: the first time I saw _her_,
and the charming Julia, I know I had _a heart_; until then I was
insensible--These young ladies were instructed in all the arts of
Minerva; Julia was skilled in music; but the countess's voice was,
accompanied with the lyre, more moving than that of Orpheus. Her hair
hung waving in the wind without any ornament, which the duchess had
taught her to despise: her motions were all perfectly easy, her smiles
enchanting! Without dress she had beauty, unconscious of any, and
thus were heightened all her charms.
The marquis enquired what I thought of his sister, and her fair
friend? I answered, "They were charming," and asked if it was
possible he had resisted the charms of the beautiful countess? He
replied, "I will own to you, my dear friend, I have not: Adelaude
is formed for love; my heart is naturally susceptible; she has been
my constant companion: he must be something more, or something less
than a man (a god or a devil) who hath escaped, or who can resist
love's empire.--The gods of the heathens could not; Jupiter, Mars,
Mercury, Apollo, their amours are as famous as their names: so that
sturdiness in human nature, where it is found, which can resist,
argues plainly how much the devil is wrought up in the composition.
But if my sensibility had not been so great, yet so many opportunities
she has had to engage my affections, could not fail of rivetting
me her's for ever," "You are beloved then" said I hastily. "Yes,"
replied he, "Adelaude calls me her dearest brother; but entertains
no ideas beyond that relation; and I am fearful of letting her know
the extent of my sentiments, lest it should render her constrained in
her manner to me; and the charming _naiveté_ of her behaviour forms
the charms of my life! The marks of that innocent affection, which
first attached me to her, have hitherto been looked upon as a childish
play: and as no one has troubled their head about the consequences of
it, I have taken care to profit by the liberty allowed me.--You make
me no answer!--Wherefore this gloomy silence, your dejected air, and
languishing looks?" I pretended an indisposition, and left him under
the greatest oppressure of spirits; I loved, I adored the charming
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