Thus the pomp and magnificence with which the sun is worshipped
in Syria, said he, and the human victims sacrificed to him, seem
altogether to mark an awful reverence, paid rather to his power than
to his beneficence, in a country where the violence of his heat is
destructive to vegetation, as it is in many other respects very
troublesome to the inhabitants. Superstition, since the world began,
has consisted of every particular, which either people's _fears_ or
their _follies_, either the _strength_ of their _imagination_, or
the _weakness_ of their _judgment_, or the _design_ and _artifice_
of their _leaders_, taught them to _embrace_, in order to please any
being, or order of beings, superior to themselves, whom they made
the objects of their religious regards. My mother answered, that the
unbeliever changes nothing of the design of God, when he dares to
rise up against him--He ever enters into his plan, where the evil
concurs with the good, for the harmony of _this_ world, and the good
of the _next_. I need not, my lords, tire you with an account of
these particulars, further than to mark the difference of my parents
characters--these arguments recurring often, in the end produced such
contentions, that it impaired my mother's health--she died, and left
me under the guidance of a father, _totally unfit_ for that _important
trust_ He endeavoured to impress me with his sentiments of religion,
etc. If I imbibed his ideas, could I be blamed for it? Is it not
injurious and ridiculous to censure others for thinking in the same
manner we ourselves should have done under the same circumstances?
For if we do not consult our reason (which in matters of religion
is prohibited us) the capacity and credulity of individuals are
different, in consequence of their diversity of temperament,
education, and experience. And it would be still more absurd to
reprobate the rest of mankind, for not believing what we ourselves
do _not_, nor can be made _to believe_. But to return to my father:
About a year after my mother's death, when I was only eight years old,
he set out for Italy, and returned home inebriated with a love for
antiquity--He could sit all day in contemplation of a statue without a
nose, and doated on the decays with greater love than the self-loved
Narcissus did on his beauty. Sir Harry Bingley did me the honor to
address me; but my father, on his first proposal, would not hear of
it; he wished me to marry a brother antiquarian, who was desirous,
among other pieces of age and time, to have one young face be seen to
call him father. My lover told him, he would pray to Heaven to have
merit or deserve me--He returned, "When your prayer is answered, renew
your suit; but if you stay till then, you must have spectacles to see
her beauty with." Had Sir Harry appeared to him like a Sibyl's son,
or with a face rugged as father Nilus is pictured on the hangings, it
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