Lord Ogilby replied, Sir Harry Bingley must have been nursed among
rocks, and suckled by tigers, to have used you thus! But you, even
now, would prefer being the object of his licentious passion, rather
than to become my virtuous wife! Miss Harris bowed, and replied,
I flattered myself, my lord, that I had, though not without great
confusion to myself, made you acquainted with my character--I
therefore am highly superior to the inference you have indelicately
made. I shall owe my future innocence to the sense I have of my
lover's perfidy; as the sore wound the viper gives, the viper best
cures. But my unfortunate circumstances exclude my ever thinking of
any other of the sex: All the rest of mankind _are_, and must remain
to me _a distinct species_. I would much rather die a thousand deaths,
than that my heart should have once conceived such a thought! I have
imprinted him in my heart in such deep characters, that nothing can
rase it out, unless it rub my heart out. Although he has left me to
be for ever miserable--may he be blessed--and may the fair-one whom
he selects to be his happy, happy wife, love him the hundredth part I
did! In this cottage will I remain! here dedicate my life to industry,
to procure for the child of the man I love, the means of food and
education: and when the great God calls upon me to offer up an account
of all my deeds, I _cannot_, _do not_ believe, I shall be found very
defective in what his justice will exact from me. Though I lament the
error I fell into, and am now convinced that we can have no distinct
notions of human happiness, without the previous knowledge of the
human constitution, of all its active and perceptive powers, and their
natural objects: therefore the most natural method of proceeding in
the science of morals, is to begin with inquiring into our several
natural determinations, and the objects from whence our happiness
can arise.--This, my lord, I have carefully done--my resolution is
consequently fixed. Lord Ogilby again said, Madam, let me still
intreat you to consider--If you have any hopes of his return, of all
old debts, love, when it comes to be so, is paid the most unwillingly;
and all you get by your constancy, is the loss of that beauty for
_one lover_, which independent of my proposal to you, would procure
you the vows, sacrifice, and service, of _a thousand_! She renewed
her thanks for his lordship's good opinion; added, she entertained no
hopes such as he had suggested, and must only beg leave to add, before
she concluded, after entreating we would conceal his name, that it was
not only a partiality for his person, but admiration of his character,
that must bind her for ever his.
Lord Ogilby consigned a sum of money with her maid, that in case
indisposition should interfere with her plans, she should still
encounter no inconveniences.
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