'Everybody here is talking of Olive and Lord Kilcarney. It is said that
he proposed to her at the Drawing-Room. Is this true? I hope so, for she
seems to have set her heart on the match. But she is a great deal too
nice for him. They say that when he is in London he does nothing but go
about from bar-room to bar-room drinking brandies and sodas. It is also
said that he used to spend much of his time with actresses. I hope these
stories are false, but I cannot help thinking. . . . Well, we have often
talked over these things, and you know what my opinions of men are. I
hope I am not doing wrong in speaking like this; but a piece of news has
reached me that forces my thoughts back into the old ways--ways that I
know you have often reproved me for letting my mind wander in. In a
word, darling Alice, I hear that you are very much taken up with a Mr.
Harding, a writer, or painter, or something of that sort. Now, will you
promise to write and tell me if this be true? I would sooner know the
worst at once--hear that you love him madly, passionately, as I believe
some women love men. But you, who are so nice, so good, so beautiful,
you could not love a man thus. I cannot think you could--I will not
think you do. I have been crying all the morning, crying bitterly;
horrible thoughts have forced themselves on my mind. I have seen (but it
was not true though it seemed so clear; visions are not always true)
this man kissing you! Oh! Alice, let me warn you, let me beg of you to
think well before you abandon yourself to a man's power, to a man's
love.
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