'GARDNER STREET,
'MOUNTJOY SQUARE.
'DARLING ALICE,
'I have been in Dublin now more than a week. I did not write to you
before because I wished to write to tell you that I had done all you
told me to do. The first thing I did was to go to the convent. Would you
believe it, the new Rev. Mother is Sister Mary who we knew so well at
St. Leonards! She has been transferred to the branch convent in Dublin;
she was delighted to see me, but the sight of her dear face awoke so
many memories, so many old associations, that I burst out crying, and it
seemed to me impossible that I should ever be able to find courage to
tell her the truth. None will ever know what it cost me to speak the
words. They came to me all of a sudden, and I told her everything. I
thought she would reproach me and speak bitterly, but she only said, "My
poor child, I am sorry you hadn't strength to resist temptation; your
trial is a dreadful one." She was very, very kind. Her face lighted up
when I spoke of you, and she said: "Sweet girl; she was always an angel;
one of these days she will come back to us. She is too good for the
world." Then I insisted that it was your idea that I should seek help
from the convent, but she said that it was my duty to go to my mother
and tell her the whole truth. Oh, my darling Alice, I cannot tell you
what a terrible time I went through. We were talking for at least two
hours, and it was only with immense difficulty that I at last succeeded
in making her understand what kind of person poor mamma is, and how
hopeless it would be to expect her to keep any secret, even if her
daughter's honour was in question. I told her how she would run about,
talking in her mild unmeaning way of "poor May and that shameful Mr.
Scully;" and, at last, the Rev. Mother, as you prophesied she would, saw
the matter in its proper light, and she has consented to receive all my
letters, and if mother writes, to give her to understand that I am safe
within the convent walls. It is very good of her, for I know the awful
risk she is wilfully incurring so as to help me out of my trouble.
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