Burroughs, John, 1837-1921 -- Childhood and youth; Naturalists -- New York (State) -- Biography
Mother was taken sick in Georgia, where she and Father were spending the
winter, the winter of 1915-16, and in March, 1917, she died here at West
Park. Father had gone away. Though we all knew she could not recover, we
all thought she would live until he returned, but she did not, and from
Cuba, where the news reached him, he wrote a beautiful tribute. Later,
after his return, we laid her to rest among her family in the little
cemetery in Ton Gore, the town where Father first taught school so
many years ago. One by one he had seen his family go, and many of his
friends. I remember that when I told him of a princess whom Carlyle said
outlived her own generation and the next and into the next, he said,
"How lonely she must have been!" and much of this loneliness came into
his sighs and into his thoughts as he felt himself nearing the grave. As
he sat at his desk in the little study, his feet wrapped in an old coat,
an open fire snapping in the fireplace, his pen turned more and more to
the great question. Even in 1901 he wrote from Roxbury, at the time of
the death of his sister Abigail:
I am much depressed, but must not indulge my grief, our band of brothers
and sisters has not been broken since Wilson died, thirty-seven years
ago. Which of us will go next? In the autumn weather in the autumn of
our days we buried our sister beside her husband.
In the same letter, from his own experience he says:
I can understand your want of sympathy with the new college youth.
You have learned one of the lessons of life, namely, that we cannot go
back--cannot repeat our lives. There is already a gulf between you and
those college days. They are of the past. You cannot put yourself in
the place of the new men. The soul constantly demands new fields, new
experiences.
In 1905 he wrote:
In this mysterious intelligence which rules and pervades nature and
which is focussed and gathered up in the mind of man and becomes
conscious of itself--what becomes of it at death? Does it fall back
again into nature as the wave falls back into the ocean, to be gathered
up and focussed in other minds?
During Mother's last illness she was tenderly cared for by an old friend
of the family, Dr. Clara Barrus, who then took up the burden of caring
for Father, not only safeguarding his health, but helping him in his
literary work as well.
On November 23, 1921, we said good-bye in the station in Poughkeepsie. I
looked forward to seeing him in the spring with so much joy. But he was
very sad, and his hand felt frail in mine. His last letter, written in
a broken, running hand, so different from the swift, virile up-and-down
hand of thirty years ago, came from California, where he was urging me
to join the party.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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