My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
M. de Laferrière was a very agreeable man, with rather stiff manners. As
we were turning round the Rue Royale the carriage had to draw up an
instant, and General Fleury approached us. I knew him, as he had been
introduced to me by Morny. He spoke to us, and Comte de Laferrière
explained where we were going. As he left us he said to me, “Good luck!”
Just at that moment a man who was passing by took up the words and
called out, “Good luck, perhaps, but not for long, you crowd of good-
for-nothings!”
On arriving at the Palace we all three got out of the carriage, and were
shown into a small yellow drawing-room on the ground floor.
“I will go and inform his Majesty that you are here,” said M. de
Laferrière, leaving us.
When alone with Madame Guérard I thought I would rehearse my three
curtseys.
“_Mon petit Dame_,” I said, “tell me whether they are right.”
I made the curtseys, murmuring, “Sire ... Sire ...” I began over again
several times, looking down at my dress as I said “Sire ...” when
suddenly I heard a stifled laugh.
I stood up quickly, furious with Madame Guérard, but I saw that she too
was bent over in a half circle. I turned round quickly, and behind
me—was the Emperor. He was clapping his hands silently and laughing
quietly, but still he _was_ laughing. My face flushed, and I was
embarrassed, for I wondered how long he had been there. I had been
curtseying I do not know how many times, trying to get my reverence
right, and saying, “There ... that’s too low.... There; is that right,
Guérard?”
“Good Heavens!” I now said to myself. “Has he heard it all?”
In spite of my confusion, I now made my curtsey again, but the Emperor
said, smiling:
“Oh! no; it could not be better than it was just now. Save them for the
Empress, who is expecting you.”
Oh, that “just now.” I wondered when it had been?
I could not question Madame Guérard, as she was following at some
distance with M. de Laferrière. The Emperor was at my side, talking to
me of a hundred things, but I could only answer in an absent-minded way,
on account of that “just now.”
[Illustration:
SARAH BERNHARDT IN A FANCY COSTUME
BY WALTER SPINDLER
]
I liked him much better thus, quite near, than in his portraits. He had
such fine eyes, which he half closed whilst looking through his long
lashes. His smile was sad and rather mocking. His face was pale and his
voice faint, but seductive.
We found the Empress seated in a large arm-chair. Her body was sheathed
in a grey dress, and seemed to have been moulded into the material. I
thought her very beautiful. She too was more beautiful than her
portraits. I made my three curtseys under the laughing eyes of the
Emperor. The Empress spoke, and the spell was then broken. That rough,
hard voice coming from that brilliant woman gave me a shock.
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