My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
I turned towards him rather surprised, but he took no notice. We
continued our way, riding as quickly as the obstacles in the forest
would allow us. Suddenly, our horses stopped short, snorting and
sniffing. O’Connor took his revolver in his hand, got off, and led his
horse. A few yards from us there was a man lying on the ground.
“That must be the wretch who shot at me,” said my companion, and bending
down over the man he spoke to him. A moan was the only reply. O’Connor
had not seen his man, so that he could not have recognised him. He
lighted a match, and we saw that this one had no gun. I had dismounted,
and was trying to raise the unfortunate man’s head, but I withdrew my
hand, covered with blood. He had opened his eyes, and fixed them on
O’Connor.
“Ah, it’s you, Versailles dog!” he said. “It was you who shot me! I
missed you, but——” He tried to pull out the revolver from his belt, but
the effort was too great, and his hand fell down inert. O’Connor on his
side had cocked his revolver, but I placed myself in front of the man,
and besought him to leave the poor fellow in peace. I could scarcely
recognise my friend, for this handsome, fair-haired man, so polite,
rather a snob, but very charming, seemed to have turned into a brute.
Leaning towards the unfortunate man, his under-jaw protruded, he was
muttering under his teeth some inarticulate words; his clenched hand
seemed to be grasping his anger, just as one does an anonymous letter
before flinging it away in disgust.
“O’Connor, let this man alone, please!” I said.
He was as gallant a man as he was a good soldier. He gave way, and
seemed to become aware of the situation again. “Good!” he said, helping
me to mount once more. “When I have taken you back to your hotel, I will
come back with some men to pick up this wretch.”
Half an hour later we were back home, without having exchanged another
word during our ride.
I kept up my friendship with O’Connor, but I could never see him again
without thinking of that scene. Suddenly, when he was talking to me, the
brute-like mask under which I had seen him for a second would fix itself
again over his laughing face. Quite recently, in March 1905, General
O’Connor, who was commanding in Algeria, came to see me one evening in
my dressing-room at the theatre. He told me about his difficulties with
some of the great Arab chiefs.
“I fancy,” he said, laughing, “that we shall have a brush together.”
Again I saw the captain’s mask on the general’s face.
I never saw him again, for he died six months afterwards.
We were at last able to go back to Paris. The abominable and shameful
peace had been signed, the wretched Commune crushed. Everything was
supposed to be in order again. But what blood and ashes! What women in
mourning! What ruins!
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