My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
Five days later Mile. Debay was well again, and took her _rôle_ as
usual.
Before accepting an engagement at the Porte Saint Martin, I wrote to
Camille Doucet. The following day I received a letter asking me to call
at the Ministry. It was not without some emotion that I went to see this
kind man again. He was standing up waiting for me when I was ushered
into the room. He held out his hands to me, and drew me gently towards
him.
“Oh, what a terrible child!” he said, giving me a chair. “Come now, you
must be calmer. It will never do to waste all these admirable gifts in
voyages, escapades, and boxing people’s ears.”
I was deeply moved by his kindness, and my eyes were full of regret as I
looked at him.
“Now, don’t cry, my dear child; don’t cry. Let us try and find out how
we are to make up for all this folly.”
He was silent for a moment, and then, opening a drawer, he took out a
letter. “Here is something which will perhaps save us,” he said.
It was a letter from Duquesnel, who had just been appointed manager of
the Odéon Theatre in conjunction with Chilly.
“They ask me for some young artistes to make up the Odéon company. Well,
we must attend to this.” He got up, and, accompanying me to the door,
said as I went away, “We shall succeed.”
I went back home and began at once to rehearse all my _rôles_ in
Racine’s plays. I waited very anxiously for several days, consoled by
Madame Guérard, who succeeded in restoring my confidence. Finally I
received a letter, and went at once to the Ministry. Camille Doucet
received me with a beaming expression on his face.
“It’s settled,” he said. “Oh, but it has not been easy, though,” he
added. “You are very young, but very celebrated already for your
headstrong character. But I have pledged my word that you will be as
gentle as a young lamb.”
“Yes, I will be gentle, I promise,” I replied, “if only out of
gratitude. But what am I to do?”
“Here is a letter for Félix Duquesnel,” he replied; “he is expecting
you.”
I thanked Camille Doucet heartily, and he then said, “I shall see you
again, less officially, at your aunt’s on Thursday. I have received an
invitation this morning to dine there, so you will be able to tell me
what Duquesnel says.”
It was then half-past ten in the morning. I went home to put some pretty
clothes on. I chose a dress the underskirt of which was of canary
yellow, the dress being of black silk with the skirt scalloped round,
and a straw conical-shaped hat trimmed with corn, and black ribbon
velvet under the chin. It must have been delightfully mad looking.
Arrayed in this style, feeling very joyful and full of confidence, I
went to call on Félix Duquesnel. I waited a few moments in a little
room, very artistically furnished. A young man appeared, looking very
elegant. He was smiling and altogether charming. I could not grasp the
fact that this fair-haired, gay young man would be my manager.
After a short conversation we agreed on every point we touched.
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