My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
It was in the course of a July afternoon that we were summoned before
the military commander of Czarskoi Selo. By we I mean the household, or
what was left of it, of the deposed sovereigns. We were informed that
the latter were about to leave their present residence and that only a
few persons would be allowed to accompany them. I was told that I would
not be permitted to do so, as my presence was not considered necessary
to the Empress, who, it was ironically remarked, would not require any
longer two maids, especially one who like myself had purely academic
functions. I pleaded hard to be exempted from this ordeal of being
removed with others from the service of the gracious lady at whose side
and in whose service I had remained twenty-five years, but my request
and protestations were not taken into account. I was told to prepare
myself to leave the Palace at a moment’s notice and to have both my own
things and those belonging to the Empress packed and ready to be taken
away.
Count Benckendorff and Prince Dolgoroukoff, who declared that nothing
but sheer force would part them from their former Sovereign, and
two ladies in waiting on the Empress, the Princess Obolensky, and
Mademoiselle von Butzov, who was specially attached to the service of
the young Grand Duchesses, were allowed to travel with the prisoners,
as well as some servants who had found favour in the eyes of the
Government probably because they had consented to take upon themselves
the duty of spying upon their master and mistress. But the suite was to
be very limited, and to the last minute we were left in ignorance as to
the real destination of Nicholas II. Count Benckendorff was the only
exception to this measure and he was sworn to secrecy.
When I returned to the Palace, I could not help seeking the Empress
and relating to her all that I had heard. She raised her hands to
Heaven with the exclamation, “They will put us in the fortress, and
then murder us like they did Louis XVI.” But she showed no fear, and
remained as calm and composed as ever, not caring to let her children
be troubled sooner than was necessary with the news of what was
awaiting them in the near future.
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