My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
The Empress was a great reader, but only of serious books, and
scientific ones were her favourites. She did not care for history,
which she frankly owned bored her, because she could not interest
herself in the sayings and doings of people long dead. But science
held her enthralled, and every work which was published in English,
French and German on astronomy, mathematics, and natural history was
perused by her with avidity. She admired immensely Darwin’s “Origin of
Species,” and had one day a furious battle with her Father Confessor,
who remonstrated with her for keeping such a dangerous work in her
rooms. Astronomy was also one of her hobbies, and she expounded it to
her children whenever she found an occasion or opportunity to do so.
She embroidered wonderfully, and made some church ornaments which would
easily have won a prize at any exhibition. But her great amusement
was the drawing of caricatures which she executed with an incredible
talent, having the knack of seizing the funny side of each thing or
person she tried her pencil upon. This talent, however, caused her
much annoyance, because the people whose ridiculous points she seized
upon became aware of it and were deeply offended, as a matter of
course, especially the members of the Imperial family, who, more than
any others, had the misfortune to fall under her satirical pencil.
[Illustration: _International Film Service_
GRAND DUCHESS OLGA]
Had she been prudent enough not to show her sketches to friends it would
not have been so bad, but she was, on the contrary, fond of exhibiting
them, and did so without the least discrimination, with the result that
she gained for herself the reputation of being an unkind and malicious
woman, which was far from the case. The Empress tried to develop a
love for music in her children, and greatly succeeded with her eldest
daughter, the Grand Duchess Olga, who had a really wonderful talent for
the piano. She could compose wild, melodious airs, imbued with that
Russian and Slav sadness which is latent in all Northern characters.
I remember one day last May when, entering unexpectedly the apartment
where the young Grand Duchesses were sitting, I was entranced by the
playing of Olga, who seemed to put into her music all the agony and
anxiety of her soul. Things were dark then. The possibility of
seeing exchanged the prison of Czarskoi Selo for another was already
looming on the horizon, and the young and blooming girl who was to be
sent to the horrors and solitude of a terrible exile was giving vent
to her feelings in the weird accents which she gave to the music with
which she tried to ease her troubled feelings.
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