Communism -- Soviet Union; Goldman, Emma, 1869-1940; Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921 -- Personal narratives, American
The Tcheka had succeeded in terrorizing the whole people. The only
exceptions were the politicals, whose courage and devotion to their
ideals defied the Bolsheviki as it had the Romanovs. I knew many of
those brave spirits, and I saw in them the only hope to sustain one amid
the general wreckage. They were the living proof of the powerlessness of
terror against an Ideal.
Typical of this class was a certain Anarchist who had long been sought
for by the Tcheka as an important Makhnovetz. He was a member of the
military staff of the revolutionary _povstantsi_ of the Ukraina and the
close friend and counsellor of Makhno. He had already known him
intimately when they were together in _katorga_ in the days of the Tsar.
He had shared all the hardships and danger of the _povstantsi_ life and
participated in their campaigns against the enemies of the Revolution.
After the defeat of Wrangel and the last treachery of the Bolsheviki
toward Makhno, when the latter’s army had become scattered and many of
its members killed, this man succeeded in escaping the Bolshevik net. He
determined to come to Moscow, there to write a history of
Makhnovstchina. It was a perilous journey, made under most difficult
conditions, with death constantly treading his footsteps. Under an
assumed name he secured a tiny room in the environs of the capital. He
lived in most abject poverty, always in danger of his life, visiting his
wife in the city only under cover of darkness. Once in every twenty-four
hours he would come to the appointed place for a little respite and his
sole meal of the day, consisting of potatoes, herring, and tea. Every
moment he risked being recognized, for he was well known in Moscow, and
recognition meant summary execution. His wife also, if discovered, would
have met the same fate--the devoted woman who, though with child at the
time, had followed him to Moscow. After a desperate hunt for employment
she found a position in a _crèche_, but as pregnant women were not
accepted in such institutions, she had to disguise her condition. All
day long she had to be on her feet, attending to her duties, and living
in constant fear for the safety of her husband.
When the baby was born the situation became more aggravated. The woman
was harassed by her superiors because she had obtained the position
without their knowledge of her condition. Petty officialdom and hard
work exhausted her energies and the daily anxiety about the man she
loved nearly drove her frantic. Yet never a sign of all that troubled
her when the man would visit her.
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