Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
A month later Theodosia sat for a little while each day in the sunshine
on the south side of her room. Dr. Muir had come every day to listen to
her breathing through a stethoscope. She had let life bring her back to
life if it would, lending little aid herself to the return. Her fiddle
had been shut securely into its case.
She would have to rest for a long while, Dr. Muir said, and she would
have to live in the country and have much rich food. She was shut into
some remote death although breath came and went in her throat. The
doctor’s suggestions became a law that moved over her, having its way
without protest. Abundant food regularly taken, more than was desired—it
came to her bed. Presently it would be owed for, but now it was merely
there, to be eaten, the last caloric measure. She would not be playing
the fiddle, Dr. Muir said, not for several months anyhow. Playing would
put too much strain on the arms and chest. The town had its spring
season, the birds in the trees. Her windows were always opened wide.
“You had better go to your Aunt Doe’s, in the country,” Dr. Muir said. “A
long rest, fresh air, food. That’s all you need.”
She had better sell the house and let the mortgages be paid, the doctor
said; she had better close her life there in the town. She was unable to
continue her teaching. He went into the facts about her inheritance and
weighed each in her presence, asking questions, making judgments. She
had better sell all, he advised, and turn away the creditors, had better
relieve herself of all worry. She had better go. In the heart of this
remote death into which she had passed she stirred a little, remembering
the great sweep of rolling land as it was to be seen from the upper
windows at the farm.
Some light sorrel horses had stood by a fence, and the
queen-anne’s-lace-handkerchief was spreading white beyond the creek
path. “Oh, it’s a good morning. I someways like a day just like this,”
the words arose and flowed back into the mingled picture—a path along a
cornfield where sweet hot weeds gave out their savors in the sunshine
of noon, the man in the low field plowing all day, the horse and the
plow and the figure of the dark creature that bent over the plow-handles
making an even pattern of dark lines that crept slowly over the earth
and continued all day, pleasant to see and of no effort to herself. The
high cackle and clatter of the feeding times soon after dawn when the
poultry and the geese and the guinea-fowls sang their food cries through
the baaing of the calves and the low grunting of the swine, and she had
turned on her pillow to sleep again, lulled by the sweet blended clatter.
The hill field sometimes plowed but mainly left in pasture grass. Out
the upper window the land had rolled away a hundred miles, two hundred,
never to be measured, beyond hills and fields, insufficient even where
the last frail tree stood on the most removed hilltop, beyond two farms.
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