Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
A sweet smell of cut grass spread over the farm. The white-top was
standing over the clover among the high heads of straying timothy, and
then the field was mowed for hay. The oat field was green, and shaken
in the breeze it was broken like lace. The rye had turned yellow. The
two men, Walter and Abe Bland, had finished setting the tobacco in the
field along the creek, and her mind’s eye knew how their plows went
there although this field was beyond the hill’s rise and thus beyond her
vision. Across the road were two neighboring farms and the matrons there
sometimes called on Miss Doe in the fine weather. Seen distantly these
houses were full of the busy appearances of life. People came and went
from the white house where the Bernards lived, and Miss Alice Bernard,
the wife and mistress of the place, would tell of the goings and comings
among all the farms, of the berries she had canned and the jams she had
made. Miss Doe would acquiesce, remotely smiling; they would be sitting
in the shade of the portico. Seen from the upper window, the house where
Miss Alice lived presented a remote drama. The shutters, green against
the white wall, were opened and closed daily, and people went hurrying
down the driveway to the highroad and thus away to the town. In the other
house, far to the left, there were two young girls. “They think of me as
being very old,” Theodosia thought. She would see them at morning riding
their horses, cantering along the road.
She had learned to lift the bow and the fiddle above her breast and to
hold them there. Looking out on the earth from the portico where she
rested almost all day in an old reclining chair, she would play airs from
an overture or a caprice or a sonata, bending the tune to the outspread
fertility of the fields and the high tide of mid-summer with herself
apart, insulated by the wax-like softness of her flesh and dispossessed
by the penurious withdrawals of the house. Out before the wall, in the
light of summer, seeing the richness of the fields and the lush plenty of
the days, she would surround herself with thin spectral music from which
passion had been withdrawn. She kept a sense of hush to her own past.
* * * * *
She could walk now to the stile going over the fence, the way the tenant
man, Walter, took in going to and from the house. It was a rude stile
that some farmhand had constructed of such plunder as he had found, a log
split and a board on end. Sitting on the slab of the log she could look
down the pasture where some unbroken colts ran.
“Them colts is too braysh,” Walter said one day as he passed by the
stile. “They need a plow line, them fillies.” He passed down the path
mumbling his grievance.
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