Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
FIRST VOICE: And God took up a handful of dust from the ground
and mixed it with his own spittle and formed man. A God-handful
of dust and the spittle out of the mouth of God.
SECOND VOICE: In the beginning was the spittle of God, and the
spittle was with God. Must have a different smell, the one with
life on it. “Phew!” they’d say, “here comes that stinken one.”
THEODOSIA: I’ll begin back at the first. Take it all over
again. Run through the first scale lessons. Bow practice.
Where’s the book of duos? As soon as I’m strong enough, the
trills.
SECOND VOICE: As soon as you’re strong enough! Love of God!
How’ll you get strong on three bites of leather hoecake?
FIRST VOICE: And half the time she throws the queer stuff up.
A melody came beating lightly through the noise of her thought,
inconsequential, irresponsible to any remembered design of song, under
the melody a thud of irregular rhythms delaying it with intricate
patterns of silence. Her fingers twitched toward the shelf where the
fiddle lay, pointing without motion, drawn under the covering of the
bed, her hands folded into her armpits for warmth. The melody lived
as a fragile pattern creeping from key to key, spontaneously erecting
itself out of some inward repository of dancing, sinking and rising,
repeating itself in its own shadow when it fell away, becoming then the
still rhythmic nothing of anti-song. Returning afterward, it tapped even
more lightly with whisper music that broke upon a faint up-and-down,
a mountain ascending and descending, contrived and defeated in a slow
design, regular, living each moment and dying in succession, her own
breathing. Her breath pushing in and out upon the air, denting the air.
* * * * *
She was sitting in the parlor before the fire which burned the wood she
had carried stick by stick from the wood-lot. Dark had long since come.
The wind among the trees made a noise like the rush of water in a river,
and the night was very dark outside. Once she looked from the window,
leaning against the cold glass and bending her neck to see overhead. Back
at the fireside again, the whining of the wind in the chimney and the
crack of the dry burning logs was a clicking of summer insects shut into
winter, imprisoned in frost.
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