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The beast had run past the slaughter-yard and come to the creekside, and
four men were not able to drive her. She would go uncertainly forward a
few feet or turn and run back, all the men after her with staves, or she
broke through hedges and jumped fences, mad to get away. After two hours
of struggle she was back by the creek again running in the school-yard.
She was a well-marked creature, fattened for the slaughter, but alert and
sinewy. She broke one of her horns on Bradley’s gate, but she did not
consent to go where the men meant to take her, and she leaped the hedge
again. Lee Cummings was after her, and Will Judson, and Lum Brown, the
black man who worked with the Burns cattle, who always shot the beef with
his shotgun. The heifer’s hair was all on end now and her eyes were wild,
her side bleeding where she had scraped against some broken gate hinge,
her feet cut and her left horn gone. The children at the school could
scarcely attend to their books, knowing how the struggle went forward,
although two or three of the boys wanted to join in the fight.
“Would you expect her, though, to walk gentle up to the slaughter-pen and
put her head inside the door?” Thad asked. He was standing at noon by the
school-yard gate. “That’s how a man expects a critter he aims to butcher
to act. Walk right up in front of the shotgun and stand straight.”
The conflict ended at noon when the beast was entrapped in the
slaughter-house, but Lum Brown would not go inside to shoot. Hearing the
lessons during the afternoon, Theodosia knew the end of the struggle,
and the children knew, and a mingled satisfaction and distress made them
mindful of their books, abstracted and attentive to the printed sayings
of their pages. Lum Brown had been obliged to push the barrel of the gun
through a crack in the boarded wall and shoot the heifer from without.
There was no answer to the question raised by the unwilling heifer. The
answers in the books were easily found.
* * * * *
She had moved up the valley and spring was well at hand. She sat in
Judson’s house on a cold green afternoon in late April. The stones of
the hearth tilted away from the fireplace and sloped off to the floor,
which gave unevenly toward the rear right corner of the room. A jar of
cream had been set to sour beside the fender. The children were climbing
over one another and over their mother’s feet, asking the words in their
books. The mother with a baby in her arms was slowly rocking, was mending
a garment, was giving the child her breast. Her hair was marked with gray
as if a veil of light were spread under its darkness, and her great bosom
was without flesh, was powerful with brawn and gland and bone. This would
be her last child, and a quiet in her spent body said, “I am glad; I had
enough.” The door to the front bedroom was opened and in the other room,
that for the guest, a new fire burned coldly in the grate.
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