Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
She brought forward her knowledge of the old man’s life, trying to make
it stand as a picture before her. As a young man he had taught for a time
in some college. His journals had come from far cities and he would read
all night. He had been richly alive then, sensitive, secret with life,
his nakedness covered, his bow gallant, his compliments ready. He had
been a gay story-teller, and his friends had loved him. They had come
miles to visit him, to sit all night over the fire. Then he had married
Alice, a strange woman who liked to sit apart.
When all the subtractions were made the naked man was left, new-born,
uncovered. There should be a soul there somewhere, she thought, and she
searched into the withered leavings of crippled body and quavering voice.
When she had found this entity in her grandfather she would, she thought,
be able to identify it within herself. Her emotion for him pooled largely
within her and brought her to tears, and she gazed down into the red
coals of her fire with a blurred vision. Gratitude and anxiety mingled
in her weeping, and when she thought of the burnt letters her tears were
renewed. Then she drew a blanket about her shoulders and went softly down
the stairs to her grandfather’s door and listened to his noisy breathing
with a sob of thankfulness that he still lived. She went within and
passed beyond the glow of the night-light Siver had placed on the table
near the bed. There was a mouldy smell of age putrefaction, close air,
burning oil from the lamp. The fire had been covered with ashes, but it
smouldered and gave a jerky flame. The air near the bed was heavy with
the sour odor. The man lay stretched at length, sinking flatly into the
bed, scarcely raising the quilts from their level. He had spread a silk
handkerchief over his forehead to protect it from the cold, and she saw
with a moment of shame that the handkerchief was streaked with stains
where he had worn it about his throat. A week before she had bathed his
face and shoulders, somewhat loathingly, but three days later she had
bathed his entire body. She had grown in the interval. The days since
had towered above her and she had reached to accompany each one to its
highest pinnacle.
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