Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
She loathed nothing that he might reveal and she looked at him
searchingly. She remembered that his knowledge was gone or blurred; he
could no longer lay his hand upon it; it was gone then; his charm was
gone. What, she questioned, did his spirit have to do with his knowledge,
with his person, his courage, his putrefying flesh, his taste, his
temper, his determination, his belief in herself? He wanted to be alive,
secret, shut within himself. She tried to eliminate from herself all but
that which they held in common and, the cancellations made, to identify
something which one could describe as deathless, as indicative of a man.
Her tenderness intervened, however, and she found that she had resolved
to make him some light flannel caps to protect his head from the cold
while he slept. She felt a holy sense of comfort when she went softly
from his door. In the hall Horace was taking off his overcoat. He had
just come in.
“You’re up late, Dosia,” he said. “You let your fellows stay till after
midnight. It’s not prudent. Trust a Bell.”
He opened the parlor door and looked in at the dark and the fireless
hearth. She had gone to the foot of the staircase.
“Grandfather,” she said. “I was in his room.” She was indifferent to his
words.
“Come on,” he said, “we’ll go upstairs together, hand in hand, our hearts
entwined. ‘She’s a pretty girl now,’ I said the other day, said it to
myself, you understand, and it wasn’t a lie I told either. No need to
worry about the old man. He’s better. I’ll lay a bet he’ll be out again
in a week. The old war horse, he’s not so easy beaten. He’ll come under
the wire first, the old horse will. It’s been a long time since I walked
upstairs with as pretty a lady.”
At the top of the flight, where his way led him down the hall to his room
at the back of the house, he caught her into his arms.
“Kiss your father good-night,” he said.
“I don’t want to.” He had not made such a demand for years.
“I want to kiss a pretty girl before I go to bed and by God you’re a
pretty one. Kiss me good-night.”
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