Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
She had seen Florence that day with a group of people at the pool beyond
the town where boats were paddled about. She gave the top of her mind to
the trill, the finger pressed firmly down on the string, but underneath
a voice recounted Albert’s words, hurled them out between the running
web of the trill. “Some day I aim to smash that old fiddle into the
middle of perdition.” Her fingers were joyous over the trill; she and her
fingers were one and they would ride together on the top of the world.
She comprehended Florence then and dwelt upon her minutely, saw her quick
smile that knew all the inner part of a man or of a woman. Albert’s
voice again: “You’re too full of joy. I aim to take some of the joy out
of you.” The bird tones of the trill crashed over the words and lanced
each one with a sharp dart. “Two months from now I aim to do’t. Take your
time.” She had spent a month with the scales and then had set upon the
harmony again, mornings when her pencil dribbled small black egg-shaped
dots on the scaffolding set up by the staff and bound them together with
a swift down-stroke, her ear hearing tone set upon tone in a fullness of
design, the fear in her inner thought, but the fear had slunk away before
her new joy and it was now only a dim thing, abstracted, unremembered,
too remote to visit any image. Florence Agnew spread pleasure over the
town and over the bodies of men and women, and all were more intensely
alive. “A week now, I give you. The kind of lover you’ll want. I’ll
close in against the week’s done,” the words met the bird-singing of the
trill that twittered over them and brooded them in kindness. Her mind
was suffused with half-knowing, drunk with sense, but her fingers knew
their cleverness and the trill lived on while she floated in the reality
of consenting fiber and essence. “His strength, it’s what I need after
all,” she said wisely, looking at the chin-piece of the instrument,
looking at the threads of the bow, her mouth speaking coolly above the
languor of her blood. A day two weeks earlier reappeared to be lived more
minutely than in its first appearing, and another day later. The present
week cried out for recognition; he had sent her a note from Corinth and
another from Mayfair Church. He had called her by the telephone the night
before, “To hear the sound of you again,” saying, and “Three days and
I’ll come back. Mark on your calendar, you better.” The voices became
entirely real:
“You better mark on your calendar. It’ll be a red-letter day, against I
come, red for you.”
“Will it?”
“You’ll see. If you hadn’t wanted me you would ’a’ stopped me long ago.
You can’t say I didn’t warn you. You’ll see.”
“Will I?”
“You’ll see in three days’ time.”
* * * * *
Conway was coming into the parlor, her “Come” making a recitative as she
sang it against the continued trill. He looked at her appealingly and
stopped his ears against the shrill high notes.
“Getten ready for a contest?” he asked.
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