Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
“It’s like this,” Theodosia said. She sat on the step beside Americy and
took the guitar out of her hands. “You put in this one, and then the
first again, and see, it all rounds out and makes the song go better.”
The guitar felt greasy in her hands and it smelt of the brown girl’s
fingers. Americy was reticent, not eager to try the chord, afraid or
hostile, but Theodosia urged her to take the instrument again. When the
new chord was needed she placed the fingers on the strings, and Americy
yielded although her mind groped in a gloom and did not learn the new way
easily. Her brows were smooth and sharply cut but her mouth was heavy and
her chin dull and clumsy. The dark splotches on her face were much less
prominent than Theodosia had remembered.
“Who taught you to play?” Theodosia asked.
“A boy I know taught me, but I don’t play none nohow. I can’t play.”
“Where’s Lethe?”
“I don’t know. Somewheres down town.”
“Does Lethe live here with you?”
“What you want here? What you come here for?”
“I heard you play and I just stopped by.”
Americy fumbled with the new chord and found it. The other people of the
street had turned into their doors and the dark had suddenly come close.
Theodosia was searching for some pretext for returning and her mind
reverted to its loathing and gloated on its disgust. She wanted to see
Americy minutely, to search her to the roots of her life and her being,
and she dwelt on the chord hoping that it would yield a way. She lingered
over the latching of the gate, making efforts to approach the other,
turning her hands about on the deeply weathered pickets of the fence. She
thought that she might make some exchange with Americy on the basis of
the music and thus gain some commerce with her. She spoke easily when the
idea shaped itself into an offer, a direct appeal.
“I need somebody to do some work for me, a little laundry work,
crêpe-de-chine things, nightgowns, petticoats, slips. I’ll teach you the
chords in trade, if you’ll do it.” She bargained, encouraged by Americy’s
interest and willingness. “I’ll show you some chords you can use to play
a dozen songs, easy chords too.” Americy was acquiescent. They arranged
that Theodosia would bring the garments and come for them when they were
ready.
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