Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
The summer was passing. Mr. Reed called on Anthony again, sitting with
him in the shade of the gallery, and after his departure Theodosia
felt the renewed distress that had settled over her grandfather’s day.
Ruth Robinson came but seldom now, or if she came she seemed vague,
matter-of-fact, unlovely, preoccupied, ready to go soon after her coming.
“Ours is a dull house now,” Theodosia thought, and she turned again to
her grandfather’s need. She decided to stop her lessons for a time, for
she was afraid that the bill would never be paid. She scarcely dared
to give her distrust of her grandfather’s further ability to pay as a
reason for her act, and so she asked for a vacation. She was in need of a
rest, she said. She stressed her weariness and recalled that the summer
had been very warm. Having established the season of vacation with the
teacher, she said, “I will pay whatever is owed. You may send the bill to
me.”
One or two students had applied to her for tuition, and presently another
came, boys who were too immature in their talent to interest her own
teacher, and she thought that after a little she might find a class
of beginning students in the town. She practised many hours, relating
her playing over and over to her devotion to Conway, glancing at his
beautiful pictured face. “We’re here,” she said, addressing Song with her
mind where the value of a phrase was tasted even before it was played and
where harmonies were heard. She took delight in the lyric quality of the
instrument and in her running fingers, and she had a pensive happiness
in the running, singing parts she played, or she supplied a second-fiddle
part in her thought, her ear leaning inwardly to listen. The whispers of
the town came but faintly into her intense preoccupations. “I can’t be
called upon to decide the paternity of Minnie Harter’s young one,” she
said, addressing the town as she set her bow over the strings, a cruel
saying, as she knew, as she commented upon all cruelty then with plucked
wires. “Her lameness has set her apart,” the plucked strings said, “and
her isolation has made her wanton.”
“A smart say-so,” her own lips replied to the last speaker. “It’s easy to
summarize other people in their talents and ways. It’s all, likely, not
so easy to Minnie Harter herself.” The dialogue continued.
The whispers of the town became less hushed. They began to penetrate her
chamber or to meet her in her walks, to meet her in Frank’s diligent
talk of other matters. The settled fact, accepted by the town, came
accidentally upon her in her passing to and fro, came from Aunt Bet,
from Siver’s shuffled tread and shifted glance, from Americy’s lowered
eyelids. Horace brought the last bold word, the summary. Minnie Harter
had called out a name in the hour of birth.
“I see by the papers that Conway was acquainted with Minnie,” Horace
said. “Did you know Minnie, Dosia?”
“Oh, yes. At school, I knew her.”
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