Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
He had departed although he continued some manner of life. He never
again called Theodosia by any name but Amelia. She fed him broth from a
spoon and thus nourished his continuation while he had already gone into
some memory, perpetually keeping there now. “He’s gone, he’s gone,” she
said in her thought, “and I join hands with him,” and as she tuned some
child’s instrument or busied herself with the lessons she leaped forward
to try to experience entire dissolution, to consummate it for him, to
foretell the encounter already well begun, stayed from any outcry by the
enveloping confusion and distrust without and within.
His regard for Amelia was constant, tender, dispassionate, and a
curiosity to know who this person could have been troubled her and set
her to search among all the names she had ever heard spoken in the house.
Or she asked her father.
“Who was Amelia in Grandfather’s life? When did Grandfather know Amelia?”
“Amelia? Search me. You can’t never tell about the old war horse. Lived
a long time, he did, and he lived well. What’s one skirt more to the old
war horse? But she was a lady nohow. You can set that much down for
certain. The old war horse, his taste ran to ladies. No white trash in
his loven days. Amelia was a lady.” Horace spoke with tenderness now.
“And who was Sylvester then?”
“No tellen. Some nigger, I reckon. I wouldn’t say.”
* * * * *
“You can’t tell. A man lives a long time. Goes through a heap from first
to last.”
They sat in the dining-room waiting; there were many hours of waiting
now. Horace talked incessantly, as if the summary of a life being enacted
on the bed in the front room loosed his tongue and brought his own
experience to a period, to a momentary full-stop. Or he talked of the
old man and he was touched often with grief. Theodosia sat half-drowsed
now, for she had slept but little of late. The words came as a continued
recitative as Horace talked.
“The old man was a good soldier. Nobody could say any dirt of the old
man. Proud of his lineage and rightly so. He loved the fine things of
the mind, you might say, and pursued classical learnen. Faithful to
his ideal, honest with all men, proud, gentle, tender as a woman. Why,
Father was a traveler far and wide. In his youth he spent several years
in travel—and a right smart of money too, I reckon. Few men of his
generation were more widely read, more richly informed. I know what I
say. In his youth he was an omnivorous reader, optimistic, salubrious,
and among his colleagues there was none better fitted to lead and counsel
the young. Faithful to his highest conceptions, an inspiration to the
youth of his circle, he was intelligent, honest, proud, and as tender as
a woman.”
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