Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
They converged toward something, focused toward some following object
or person although their faces were set forward and they marched on.
Their steps plodded on the pavement. They centered back in a fan-shape
of interest toward some other, some focus. Then there was a great blare
of sudden music and, the women being finished, the object was at hand.
It was the figure of a man, made of human flesh. He stood at ease on a
dais or float and moved forward with the blare of music without effort.
The women were gone now, their backs visible as they walked down the way
of the procession, but the man was at hand in the midst of a great burst
of horn music. He was more than life-size, was of heroic proportions,
moving easily along on the float as if he were propelled by some unseen
force engendered by the multitude of women. He was one, one man, heroic
in size, bursting with strength and life, made of flesh like a man. He
stood erect, his limbs apart, in a lewd pose. He was naked. On his body
were marks then; on his chest they began, as small warts sprinkled over
his breast, but lower, on his upper abdomen, they were larger and were
shaped like small teats. They became larger as they descended over his
abdomen and became more alive, each one more living than the last. They
were rigid with life and were pointed forward toward the women.
Her own self stood at her elbow. She turned quickly about, toward her
self, and she knew a deep wish, an ardent prayer that her self had
not seen this last. Her self had not seen, was watching the women as
they were going far down the street. The great fanfare of horns became
suddenly remote and the float had passed by. Her self had not seen it.
She was glad with a great thankful prayer. She found then, suddenly,
that she had waked from sleep, that she was in the room with Horace, who
was still speaking. His voice gathered itself back, closing the wide
opening that had stood between his words. “_Silent Night_ and one thing
and another,” the words said, gathering together into sense. “It was Mike
proposed to take a walk, and we sang a long while out by the Johntown
forks of the road.”
Her dream rolled back before her conscious eyes, vivid in memory now.
The terrible drama of it stood it before her eyes as a passing design.
Her picturing mind went back to it, detail by detail, fascinated and
frightened. She put it together and took it apart, dwelling on each
terrible picture, and saw the dreary women in procession, laboring
forward, and then the man infinitely furnished, and then herself guarding
her self from the sight. She went back to the beginning and stated it
anew, bringing the pageant into play slowly. The women marched in their
long drab garments, walking without music, laboring forward. The man
then, and the blare of horns.
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