Christian life -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Have we made a mistake? Shall I throw it up, and go away with my
sister?"
"Good heavens, no! You shall have your Sundays, but don't let me feel
you're carping at us if we can't live up to your level."
"My dear Mrs. Burke, if you saw into my mind you would know that it's
the last thing I would do. I'm such a stumbling sort of creature
myself, that I feel at the very lowest level of all. One day, when I'm
more at home with you, perhaps you'll let me tell you of a bit of my
Highland experience. Till then believe me, that I shall never be your
critic. I have come here to give you my help, and I honestly will try
to do my best in your service."
Mrs. Burke's face cleared.
"All serene then! And now we'll talk of other things. Do you know the
Fortescue Bakers? I hear they have just taken a farm house near here.
They've bought it, and mean to turn it into a lovely little house. He
is an artist you know, and bound to make everything beautiful that lies
across his path."
Rowena listened to the local gossip, and pleased Mrs. Burke by her
interest and sympathy.
For a wonder Mrs. Burke was alone. She was expecting visitors the next
day. After dinner they strolled through the beautifully kept grounds,
and Mrs. Burke told Rowena the details of her past life.
"I was, as I told you this afternoon, a parson's daughter, and my
father was of the strict evangelical school. We were supposed to live
apart from all worldly gaieties. Never allowed to dance, or go to a
play, or enjoy ourselves with any young people who did so. And strange
to say I was content and even happy in those days. I was the youngest.
Two of my sisters married neighbouring curates. One is now a missionary
with her husband in China; the other is in Liverpool. I have lost touch
with her; we did correspond before my husband's death, but she and her
husband thoroughly disapprove of me. My third sister was the one who
kept everything going at home, but a bad time came. Our mother, who was
always delicate, went down with 'the Flu.' It raged round us. One of
my brothers had it with the complication of double pneumonia, and both
he and my mother died. Then my sister got it and went into a decline.
She was overworked and could not battle with it. I was just seventeen
then, so had to take command and run the house and parish. There was
never a question of recreation or rest for a parson's daughter. We were
wretchedly poor, and the struggle to keep up appearances was awful. My
remaining brother was at college, and we fought hard to keep him there.
I often wish he had earned his bread in a humbler sort of way, for
three years afterwards he died in London—a question of underfeeding and
overwork—the same as my poor sister. I can tell you the record of those
years sent the iron into my soul. There is no tragedy so great as some
of these parsons' lives! Well, to make a long story short, my father
died when I was twenty-three, and I was left penniless and homeless."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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