Christian life -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Ah, don't remind me of the black blots in my life! I have had two.
I lost our darling little only child at two years old, and then my
husband, after only five years of happy married life. He was killed out
hunting. But these times come to us all. I forget them or try to do so."
Rowena remembered that only two years previously she had been living
the same life as Mrs. Burke; and felt that she could not judge her.
There was a little silence, then Mrs. Burke said with an effort:
"They say every one has a skeleton in the cupboard. Do you know what
mine is? It's a certain verse from the Bible that haunts me, and turns
up at times to disturb my tranquillity. You see I know my Bible well.
We were too much nourished on it ever to forget it, and the verse was a
favourite one of my father's; he used to preach on it:
"'Cast not away therefore your confidence which hath great
recompense of reward!'"
"That comes up at intervals. Of course I have cast my confidence away.
I have none in God or Heaven or in any of the unseen things which good
people say we ought to have even down here. I have made my choice and
must abide by it. There now! To no living being have I ever confessed
so much before. What is it about you that makes me talk so?"
"I don't know," said Rowena with her sunshiny smile, "but I know now
why you have attracted me. I felt there was something beautiful deep
down out of reach."
"Beautiful! Deep down! What do you mean? Haven't I just shown you, as
parsons would say, the depravity of the human heart?"
Rowena did not speak for a moment; she was looking away dreamily as if
into space. They were pacing up and down an old box-bordered walk, and
now for a moment paused at the end of it. The sun was sinking slowly
behind a belt of pines silhouetted against the line of the blue distant
hills.
"I remember about a year ago," said Rowena slowly, "talking to my
brother's Scotch gardener about a certain part of the shrubbery where
things grew in the most wonderful thriving way. He said that long ago
that bit of ground had been a vegetable plot, and had been well worked.
Later on a summer-house had been built upon it, then it had fallen
into ruins and the shrubbery planted. He said that deep down under the
rubbish cleared away of the summer-house, there was real good soil, and
it was making itself felt in spite of the time that had elapsed since
it had been worked."
"Now what on earth are you doing? Giving me a parable to read. There's
no good soil left in my soul, let me tell you! Come along in, and don't
for goodness' sake set my skeleton walking! He is shut up and locked
away as a rule."
Rowena said no more.
When "good night" was being said, Mrs. Burke remarked with her jolly
laugh:
"One day I shall demand an account of your depths, and you will have
to give it to me. But I warn you in my house, you will have to frivol
whether you like it or not."
CHAPTER III
CHASING SHADOWS
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