United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“So few,” he responded soberly, his hat still retained in his hand, “so
very few that we could only scatter them in other commands. But you
have not yet fully recovered your strength. You must not remain longer
standing here. Major Holmes, will you kindly conduct Captain Wayne to
my headquarters, and see that he is furnished with a uniform suitable to
his rank. For the present he will serve as extra aide upon my personal
staff.”
I turned away, the Major leading me as if I had been a child. I walked
as a man stunned by some sudden, unexpected blow. Speech was impossible,
for all sensation seemed dead within me, save the one vivid memory of
those loved comrades who had perished on the field. I could not realize,
even dimly, in that awful hour, that of all those gallant fellows who
had ridden so often at my side not enough remained alive to retain the
old regimental name and number. The officer with me, himself a tried,
true soldier, comprehended something of the agitation which swayed me,
and respecting my silence, made no attempt to break my sorrowful reverie
by speech. At the door of the room assigned me for present quarters,
he left me with a warm, sympathetic pressure of the hand, and feeling
utterly worn out, disheartened to a degree I had never before known, I
flung myself face downward upon the cot and burst into tears.
With true soldierly kindness they left me to conquer my own sorrow and
depression, and when I finally joined the mess upon the following
day, clad now in fit uniform, I had regained no small measure of
self-restraint, and with it came likewise renewal of the military
spirit. My welcome proved extremely cordial, and the conversation of
the others present soon placed in my possession whatever of incident had
occurred since that disastrous day of battle in the valley. It was not
much, other than a variety of desultory skirmishing, together with
the steady closing in upon our lines of the overwhelming masses of the
enemy, but I noted that the officers of the staff no longer hesitated
to voice frankly the prevailing sentiment that the vast and unequal
struggle was now rapidly drawing to its close. No attempt was made to
conceal our weakness, nor to disguise the fact that we were making a
last desperate stand. It was evident to all that nothing now remained
but to fold our tattered battle-flags with honor.
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