United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“Well, in my judgment, sir,--and I tell it you because I deem it a
duty,--” I retorted plainly, “you are making a grave mistake which you
may realize when it becomes too late to rectify it. Possibly I have no
right to criticise one who is technically in command; yet I am serving
as a volunteer, and the conditions are peculiar. I not only remember the
scene witnessed by me in the lines out yonder, but also recall the fact
that we are here to fulfil a sacred duty--the defence of helpless women
from outrage. A fatal mistake upon our part would be horrible.”
“Your deep interest in the welfare of the ladies is purely chivalric, I
presume?”
“It is merely the interest a true soldier must always feel,” I
responded, determined not to be goaded into quarrel. “I have neither
wife nor sister, but I have a mother.”
“Very well, sir,”--and his tone was rough and overbearing,--“then kindly
recall your soldierly instincts to another little matter. I chance to
command here by authority of rank, and hold myself responsible for the
proper defence of this portion of the house. I believe you have already
been assigned your duties; if you will attend to them I shall be greatly
obliged, and whenever I may desire your valuable advice I shall take
pleasure in sending for you.”
I have often wondered since how I controlled myself; yet I did, biting
my lip till the blood came, a fair, reproachful face ever before my
eyes.
“I shall obey your orders,” I managed to say with calmness, so soon as
I could control my voice to speak at all, “but shall hold myself, and my
men, prepared for a call here at any moment.”
“As you please,” with an ill-suppressed sneer. “I have always found you
exceedingly anxious to be with the ladies. Indeed I have wondered if you
might not prove a modern illustration of that ancient worthy 'whose best
boast was but to wear a braid of his fair lady's hair.'”
I turned away in silence and strode back to my post, white with anger.
The dining-room remained as I had left it, and when I lay down in my
old position and peered out throught the broken blind, I could mark no
change in the appearance of our besiegers.
CHAPTER XXXII
HAND TO HAND
I have never been willing to believe I slept during the next hour.
Wearied as I have often been, duty has ever held my eyes wide open, and
I prefer to think I merely plunged so deep in reflection as to become
oblivious of all occurring about me. Surely I had sufficient excuse.
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