United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“I thought you must be tired, lying in that position so long; besides, I
am sure I have tarried here quite as long as I should, now that I can be
of no further service.”
As she gathered her skirts in her hand preparatory to descending the
stairs, I yielded to temptation and stopped her. Right or wrong I must
yet have one word more.
“I beg of you do not desert me so soon. This may prove our final
meeting,--indeed, I fear it must be; surely, then, it need not be so
brief a one?”
She paused irresolute, one white hand resting upon the dark stair-rail,
her face turned partially aside so I could only guess at its expression.
“Our final meeting?”
She echoed my words as though scarcely comprehending their meaning.
“Yes,” I said, rising and standing before her. “How can we well hope it
shall be otherwise? I am not free to remain here, even were it best for
other reasons, for I am a soldier under orders. You undoubtedly will
proceed North at the earliest possible moment. There is scarcely a
probability that in the great wide world we shall meet again.”
“The war will soon be over; perhaps then you may come North also.”
“I scarcely expect to do so. My work then will be to join with my
comrades in an effort to rebuild the shattered fortunes of Virginia.
When the lines of lives diverge so widely as ours must, the chances are
indeed few that they ever meet again.”
“Yes; yet we are free agents.”
“Not always, nor under all circumstances--there are outside influences
which cannot be ignored.”
Her head was bowed slightly, but she lifted it now, and I dreamed I saw
unshed tears in her eyes.
“But surely you can remain here until we leave?” she questioned,
evidently striving not to reveal the depth of interest she felt in the
decision. “It will not be until to-morrow that all details are arranged
so as to permit of our departure. I had supposed you would certainly be
with us until then.”
“Mrs. Brennan!” I exclaimed almost passionately, “do not tempt me! Your
wish is a temptation most difficult to resist.”
“Why resist, then?”
She did not look at me, but stood twisting a handkerchief nervously
through her fingers. The abrupt question startled me almost into
full confession, but fortunately my eyes chanced to fall upon her
wedding-ring, and instantly I crushed the mad words back into my throat.
“Because it is right,” I replied slowly, feeling each sentence as a
death-blow. “For me to remain can mean only one thing. For that I am
ready enough, if I thought you desired it, but I dare not choose such a
course myself.”
“You speak in riddles. What is the one thing?”
“A personal meeting with Major Brennan.”
The high color deserted her cheeks, and her eyes met mine in sudden
inquiry. “Oh, no, no!” she exclaimed with energy. “You and Frank must
never meet in that way. You mean a duel?”
I bowed gravely. “I can assure you I earnestly desire to avoid it for
your sake, but am aware of no possibility of escape except through my
immediate departure.”
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