United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“I thank you for coming to me,” she said finally. “I shall understand it
all better, comprehend your motive better, for this brief talk. Whatever
you may think of me in the future,” and she held out her hand with
something of the old frankness in the gesture, “do not hold me as
ungrateful for a single kindness you have shown me. I have not fully
understood you, Captain Wayne; indeed, I doubt if I do even now, yet I
am under great obligations which I hope some day to be able to requite,
at least in part.”
“A thousand times they are already paid,” I exclaimed eagerly,
forgetting for the moment the presence of her silent chaperon. “You have
given me that which is more than life--”
“Do not, Captain Wayne,” she interrupted, her cheeks aflame. “I would
rather forget. Please do not; I did not send to you for that, only to
tell you I knew and understood. We must part now. Will you say goodbye?”
“If you bid me, yes, I will say good-bye,” I answered, my own
self-control brought back instantly by her words and manner, “but
I retain that which I do not mean to forget--your gracious words of
invitation to the North.”
She stood with parted lips, as though she struggled to force back that
which should not be uttered. Then she whispered swiftly:
“It is not my wish that you should.”
Was there ever such another paradox of a woman?
I knew not how to read her aright, for I scarce ever found her twice the
same. Which represented the truth of her character--her cool dignity,
her impetuous pride, or that gentle tenderness which befitted her so
well? Which was the armor, which the heart of this fair lady of the
North? As we rode down the path to the eastward, a snowy handkerchief
fluttered for an instant at the library window. I raised my hat in
silent greeting, and we were gone.
CHAPTER XXXVIII
THE FURLING OF THE FLAGS
The close of the long and bitter struggle had come; to those who had
cast their fortunes with the South it seemed almost as the end of the
world. I had thought to write of those last sad days, to picture them
in all their contrasting light and shadow, but now I cannot. There are
thoughts too deep for human utterance, memories too sacred for the pen.
I rejoice that I was a part of it; that to the lowering of the last
tattered battle-flag I remained constant to the best traditions of my
house. I cannot sit here now, beneath the protecting shadow of a flag
for which my son fought and died, and write that I regret the ending,
for years of peace have taught us of the South lessons no less valuable
than did the war; yet do I rejoice to-day that, having once donned the
gray, I wore it until the last shotted gun voiced its grim message to
the North.
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