Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
This is all I want to say right now about these plans, which
formed within me at this time and from which I did not depart and
which I have carried out up until this day. They did not appear
suddenly, and they did not appear all at once, but slowly, one
after another. And they did not mature quickly, but it took
months and years, until I had fully decided on one aspect after
another. But I also had enough time for this. I have made a kind
of agenda of my plans and their execution; I have kept it as a
sacred treasure and still possess it today. Every thought was
dissected into its parts, and every one of these parts was written
down. I even made a directory of the titles and the contents of
all these traveller's tales, I wanted to tell. Though I did not
precisely go by this directory, it was nevertheless very useful to
me, and I still benefit today from topics which had already then
taken form within me. I also wrote busily; I wrote manuscripts,
to have as much material as possible, to be published right after
my release. In short, I was enthusiastic about my project and,
though I was a prisoner, I felt infinitely happy about the
prospects for a future, which promised to become an not entirely
ordinary one, as it seemed I had every reason to hope.
Destiny seemed to agree with my intentions. It granted me, as if
it wanted to compensate me for all the suffering, a rich, highly
welcome gift: I was pardoned. The warden's office had applied
for clemency on my behalf, due to which my prison term was reduced
by a full year. My conduct was evaluated with the highest mark
and I received an attestation of my trustworthiness, which eased
my way back into life outside and spared me from all kinds of
trouble with the police. He who knows about these things, will be
able to appreciate what this means!
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