Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
Let me emphasise here once and for all, that to me, nothing
happens by chance. Every one of my readers knows this. To me,
there is only providence. So it also was in this case. The
church of the penitentiary of Waldheim had a Protestant and a
Catholic congregation. The Catholic Bible teacher played the
organ during the Catholic services. But by now, he had become
more and more overburdened with new obligation and lots of work
that he had to look for someone who could take over playing the
organ in his place, especially since he had to read the sermon
whenever the priest was unable to come and therefore could not
play the organ as well. The warden's office allowed him to look
for a substitute among the prisoners. He did so. There was quite
a number of sentenced teachers among the prisoners. They were
examined. Why they did not take anybody else, I do not know.
They had all been there for a longer amount of time than I and
thus had time to obtain the trust which is needed for filling such
a position. But I had been committed with nothing less than good
attestations of character, could not possible escape the future
police supervision, and had not found any time yet to show that I
nevertheless deserved their trust. This is for me the reason why
I presume that it was no coincidence, but providence. The Bible
teacher came into my cell, talked to me for a while, and then
left, without telling me anything. A few days later, the Catholic
priest came as well. He also left after a short while, without
mentioning the reason for his visit. But the next day, I was
escorted to the church, seated in front of the organ, was
presented with sheet music, and had to play. The officials sat
below in the nave of the curch, so that I did not see them. Only
the Bible teacher was with me, who presented me with my tasks. I
passed the test and had to appear before the warden, who informed
me that I had been assigned to playing the organ, and that I
therefore had to conduct myself very well, to be worthy of this
trust. This was the beginning, out of which so very much for
myself and for my inner self has developed.
I, the Protestant, was the organ player in a Catholic church! The
first thing I got out of this was a certain freedom to move around
the prison building. After all, they could not place an watchman
next to me at the organ! But I got even more out of it, respect
that is, and the kind of consideration I was seeking in regard to
certain appearances. The watchman of our "visitation" was a
quiet, earnest man, I liked rather well; when he read in the
registration book, that I had been made the Catholic organ player,
he astonishedly came into my cell, to ask, whether a mistake might
have occurred in the files of my commitment; there I was listed
as evangelical-Lutheran. I denied that this was a mistake. At
this, he looked at me with big eyes and said:
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