Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
they really are, - - - into the public, before parliament!
Here lies the point where my task has to begin. There have
already been several who have written down their experiences as
"released prisoners"; but what could be gathered from these
reports was so insignificant that it could not be of any benefit
for the general public. Here, it is not enough to show the small
lot of some people, but rather heavy, weighty fates of people,
which are also real fates in the classical sense. _And_my_fate_is_
_like_this._ I feel obliged, and it is my task, to put it into the
service of humaneness. What I mean by this will, so I hope, be be
evident from my second volume.
It was a part of this task of mine, that the public did not only
take an interest in Karl May the novelist, but also in the person
May, and that everything which could be held against the latter
had to be scooped up, down to the last drop. One thing was
justified criticism; the other was the work of executioners,
flayers, and knackers, I had to put up with without freeing myself
from this agony and torture by paying the money they demanded from
me. This was the spirits' furnace of my fable, where they were
bashing away at me, so that the sparks were spewing through every
newspaper. They even still spew today. But soon, this will
quiet down. The time of the hammer is over; only the file is
still to come, and then, it will be done. It goes entirely
without saying that all that pain, which came upon me, also had to
influence my other task, my task as a novelist. There also was
dross, and even more than enough. It also had to be removed.
Thus flew the soot, the filth, the dust, the hammer's blows. All
of this is still lying all around me, but now, it will be cleared
away, so that the clean, noble work shall begin.
It was quite generally a large, a hard, and a most painful process
of clearing up and out; not just inside of me, but also
externally, in my work, my profession, my house, my marriage.
Everything which had driven me to the furnace and the pain had to
go. It was replaced with what was clean and honest and what was
striving upwards with me, from Ardistan to Jinnistan, the land of
the nobly spirited people. This resulted in a separation of good
from evil, which could only be brought about by means of struggles
and sacrifices. Now it has been completed. The storms have
passed. Though there a still a few murky waters, murmuring here
and there, some lawsuit for gross insult, a complaint with the
public prosecutor's office, but this will also pass quickly, and
then, there will be calm and peace around me, so that I will
finally, finally obtain the time and space and state of mind, to
approach my real, my only and last "work".
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