Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
At times, I was supposed to do this,
at another time that, in any case something illegal. In the end,
I only resisted like in a dream. If I had only told my parents or
at least my grandmother what state I was in, the deep fall I was
heading for would surely have been avoided. And it came, not at
home, but in Leipzig, to where some business connected with the
theatre had brought me. There I have, though I did not need
anything of the kind, bought furs and ran off with them, without
paying. How I was capable of doing something like this, I can no
longer tell; I probably did not even know it then either. This
is because I feel sure and certain, that I could not have possibly
acted this way while being fully conscious of what I was doing. I
remember nothing at all of the ensuing trail, neither any detail
nor any general impression. I also cannot recall how the verdict
read. Up until now, I had believed that the sentence had been
four years of imprisonment; but according to what the newspapers
have recently reported, it was even one month more. But this is
irrelevant. What matters is that the gaping abyss had not opened
for me in vain. I had plunged into it; I was committed to the
state penitentiary of Zwickau.
Before I elaborate on my imprisonment, I have to turn against some
prejudices and wrong opinions, concerning everything connected
with the penal system, which should finally be done away with. I
have heard many an educated fellow prisoner threatening with
understandable, but unfounded bitterness, that he would, after he
had been released, write a book about his imprisonment, to
disclose the equally severe as numerous shortcomings of our legal
and penal system. A wise man would smile at such threats, which
might be expressed, but are hardly ever carried out. Every
released prisoner, if he possesses a sense of honour, is glad to
have put the time of his punishment behind him. He would never
consider making this public, what up to now only a few people knew
about, now that he has managed to get through it. Thus, he will
remain silent. And this is good, because his book, if he would
write it, would surely prove that there is hardly one among a
thousand prisoners who would be able to assess himself and his
punishment impartially and objectively. But I believe that I have
worked my way up to this objectivity and impartiality; I regard
my conclusions as well considered and correct and feel obliged to
set the following point straight, here:
The times when the prisons could be described as "schools for
criminals" are long gone. In our penitentiaries, conditions are
not less moral and not less humane than in freedom.
What was one denounced as "the world of the criminals", does not
exist any more. The inmates of today's penitentiaries come from
all classes of the population. In respect to their professions
and intelligence, the same percentages are to be found here as
among the "unpunished".
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