Australians -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
Claude looked away; the drawing-room windows were a blur to his eyes;
and Olivia's erratic rendering of Chopin filled in the pause. It was the
incoherent expression of unutterable emotion. Jack listened also,
nodding time with his head. The calmness and the nobility of despair
had settled on his spirit, as on that of a captain going down with his
ship.
He talked on, and his tone was entirely his own. It was neither bitter,
querulous, nor wilfully pathetic; but chiefly contemplative, with a
reminiscence here and the discovery of some consolation there. He
recalled the humours of the situation, and laughed outright but
staccato, as at remembered sayings of the newly dead. Beyond the loss of
Olivia he had little to regret; even that would make another man of him
for ever and a day. (So he talked.) And his English summer would be
something to look back on always; it was pleasure to the good, which
nothing could undo or take away; the experience of a second lifetime had
been crammed into those few weeks. Let him remember that when he got
back to the bush. Suppose he had never left the bush? Then he would
never have seen the old country, and seen it (as he said) from the front
seats; he would never have found his own soul, nor known the love of a
lovely girl, nor the joy of life as he knew it now. So he was really to
be congratulated to the end; there was no occasion to pity him at all.
Claude, however, was not comforted; he had never been so wretched in
his life. And he showed it so plainly, and was withal so conscious of
the display, that he felt quite sure that Jack's ingenious consolations
were not meant entirely for Jack. He was ashamed of himself on this, as
on every other score. He was to blame for the whole business, since it
was he who had scoured Australia for the Red Marquis's son. Nor could he
believe the other's protestations of personal solace and resignation;
they had been made with wistful glances at the lighted windows, glances
that Claude had seen as they both leant back against the balustrade.
"Aha!" said Jack suddenly. "Here are Mr. Sellwood and Lady Caroline
coming to have it out with me. Better leave me to them, old man."
"All right," said Claude, "but we have lots more to talk about. Where
can I find you, and when?"
Jack hesitated; the Sellwoods were within earshot as he whispered,
"Twelve o'clock at the hut!" And Claude walked away, with his hand
aching from a sudden and most crushing grip.
"My wife and I would like to speak to you," said the Home Secretary,
halting in front of Jack with Lady Caroline on his arm. "My dear
fellow, we are so very sorry for you: we know everything."
"Everything!" echoed Lady Caroline, with slow dramatic force.
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