Australians -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
The third quarter struck. The sound just carried to the conservatory,
for now the rain was heavier, and the rattle overheard warred
successfully against all other noises. The dogcart might drive by
without Jack's hearing it. The suspense was horrible, but a surprise
would be more horrible still. He was becoming unstrung; why should he
not tune himself up with the brandy? His voluntary teetotalism was too
absurd; he had made no promise, taken no pledge, but only a private
pride in his self-discipline as it had gone on from day to day. Not a
drop had he touched since that afternoon at Dover so long, so long ago!
As he reckoned up the time, the forgotten lust possessed him; it had
been even so on Carara, when the periodical need of a cheque would first
steal over his lonely spirit. He thought now of those occasions and
their results; he knew himself of old; but he was no longer the same
man--resistance would be ridiculous now. He took another look at the
night; then he filled a wine-glass with raw brandy--raised it--and
impulsively dashed the whole upon the marble flags. The brandy widened
in a shallow amber flood; the broken glass lay glittering under the
lamps; and in Jack's ears the patter of the rain (which had never
abated) broke out anew.
He could not account for his act; he did not know it for the culmination
of a highly nervous condition induced by the twenty-four sleepless hours
of unrelieved suspense. It was neither more nor less, and yet it enabled
him to hold up his head once more. And as he did so, there--through the
swimming crystal walls--between a palm-tree and a Norfolk Island
pine--were the two red eyes of the dogcart dilating in the dark.
The great moment had come, and it was not so great after all. Jack's
little outburst had left him strangely calm. He went to the door and
hailed the dogcart in a loud, cheery voice. The lamps stopped. Claude
came within range of those in the conservatory, and shook himself on the
steps. Then he entered, looking unusually healthy, but dripping still.
"A brute of a night for you," said Jack apologetically. "Take off that
coat, and have some brandy. Mind where you go. I've had a spill."
This was the reaction. Claude understood.
"Then you don't want to hear the news?"
"I know it. I've known it for hours."
"That I can see you haven't. Listen to me. There was no English
marriage. Give me your hand!"
It was limp and cold.
"You don't believe me!" said Claude severely.
Jack subsided in a chair.
"I can't," he whispered. "I can't."
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