My Lords of Strogue, Vol. 1 (of 3): A Chronicle of Ireland, from the Convention to the UnionWingfield, Lewis
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My Lords of Strogue, Vol. 1 (of 3): A Chronicle of Ireland, from the Convention to the Union
Wingfield, Lewis
Historical fiction; Ireland -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
In the late lord's lifetime she was wretched enough--but with a
numbing dulness which is its own anodyne. Moreover, as we discovered
on his deathbed, the important secret, if important it were, had
been shared between the two. A secret known to even one other person,
whose feelings in the matter are similar to our own, is lightened by
more than half its weight. He died. His widow was condemned to drag
the chain alone--worse than alone, for yet one other person knew
of it whose feelings were remote from friendly. The late lord's
devil-may-care visage glanced sideways down with an eternal smirk from
its frame upon the wall. He was dead. His breast was unburthened. He
slept in peace, and there was his smiling counterfeit grinning at his
unhappy partner. Did he sleep in peace? Oh! If she could have been
sure of that! But no. Possibly he was enduring torments even worse
than hers. As he lay choking between the confines of two worlds,
perchance he had been allowed to see what was still concealed from her
human ken--and then had cried out the warning--'Set right that wrong
while you have the opportunity.' How horribly unjust seemed the
retribution which pursued her! Her sin had been the negative one of
living a long lie. If she had had courage to confess--to abase her
stiff-necked pride--the wrong might have been set right with but
little serious injury to any but herself. But my lord--the prime
sinner--had encouraged this pride, declaring that there was no call
for a great sacrifice--until the last moment when his eyes were
opened, and he called out in his agony, 'Beware!' By that time the
pride so long nurtured was become a second nature.
She could not all of a sudden break through the ramparts of long
usage. It was very well for him to cry 'Stand on the pillory,' when he
was himself flitting beyond the reach of stone-throwing. It was very
well for his odious concubine to cry 'Confess!' who would be no
sufferer by the confession. By that improvised death-couch the widow
had turned the matter over in all its phases. Then she had not
perceived that, with every rising sun, the confession would become
more difficult--that (despite the lying proverb) the rolling stone
would gather moss till it should move slowly and more slowly, pressing
her breath out by degrees ere it ground her to powder under its
weight.
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