"In the meantime, following on the attempt to poison me,
deafness attacked me, I completely lost the sight of one
eye, and the paralysis was increasing.
"It was an unusual thing that such symptoms of decay should
seize any one at the early age of thirty-four, and it proved
the presence of some mischievous disease.
"Although the experience I had just had of my first doctor
did not inspire me with much confidence in a second, my
state of emaciation compelled me to apply to the governor
for fresh assistance from medical science.
"I therefore sent for him, and asked him if I might consult
a French surgeon who had come from Egypt with a fresh cargo
of prisoners; but my request was refused, and I had to be
satisfied with a visit from the Castle doctor.
"His name was Carlin, and he spoke French fluently.
"His manner roused my suspicions at his first visit--he
began with an outpouring of protestations of devotion and
sympathy too profuse to be sincere. He examined me with
the greatest attention, declared that there was not the
slightest cause for my fears, and that I was only suffering
from an attack of languor.
"He entirely disapproved of the treatment I had received
from the deceased doctor, characterising it as ignorant and
stupid; he ordered injections for my ears, and recommended
me to take half an ounce of cream of tartar every morning.
"At the end of eight days of this treatment, my deafness
(which had begun to disappear) came back again, and my
stomach was in such a highly irritable state that I could
not digest anything.
"Carlin visited me regularly, talked a great deal, affected
an exaggerated patriotism and much sympathy with the French;
but as all his demonstrations, instead of inspiring me
with confidence, only made me more and more circumspect,
the governor devised a means that he thought would prove
efficacious: he forbade Carlin to enter my prison, giving as
an excuse that he helped me to carry on communications with
the Italian patriots.
"I confess this stratagem took me in. I grew daily worse:
I entreated urgently to be allowed to see Carlin; but the
governor feigned the greatest strictness in this respect,
and, keeping him always away from me, he sent me another
doctor.
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