Then God took pity on him. He did not restore his health or hope, his
youth, beauty and loves in this life; those three illusions vanished
all too soon: but God granted him the gift of tears. And he thanked
God for it. Towards the close of the year 1829, the disease made such
progress that Rabbe resolved he would not live to see the opening of
the year 1830. Thus, as he had addressed God, as he had addressed his
soul, so he now addresses death--
DEATH
"Thou diest! Thou hast reached the limit to which all things
comes at last; the end of thy miseries, the beginning of
thy happiness. Behold, death stands face to face with thee!
Thou wilt not longer be able to wish for, nor to dread it.
Pains and weakness of body, sad heart-searchings, piercing
spiritual anguish, devouring griefs, all are over! Thou wilt
never suffer them again; thou goest in peace to brave the
insolent pride of the successful evil-doer, the despising
of fools and the abortive pity of those who dare to style
themselves _good._
"The deprivation of many evils will not be an evil in
itself; I have seen thee chafing at thy bit, shaking the
humiliating chains of an adverse fate in despair; I have
often heard the distressing complaints which issued from
the depths of thy oppressed heart.... Thou art satisfied at
last. Haste thee to empty the cup of an unfortunate life,
and perish the vase from which thou wast compelled to drink
such bitter draughts.
"But thou dost stop and tremble! Thou dost curse the
duration of thy suffering and yet dost dread and regret that
the end has come! Thou apprisest without reason or justice,
and dost lament equally both what things are and what they
cease to be. Listen, and think for one moment.
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