"Behold! the approach of the day that thou fain wouldst
have tried to bring nearer by thy prayers, if a jealous
fate had not deferred it; for which thou didst often sigh;
behold the moment which is to remove the capricious yoke
of fortune from the trammels of human society, from the
venomous attacks of thy fellow-creatures. Thou thinkest thou
wilt cease to exist and that thought torments thee.... Well,
but what proves to thee that thou wilt be annihilated? All
the ages have retained a hope in immortality. The belief in
a spiritual life was not merely a dogma of a few religious
creeds; it was the need and the cry of all nations that have
covered the face of the earth. The European, in the luxuries
of his capital towns, the aboriginal American-Indian under
his rude huts, both equally dream of an immortal state; all
cry to the tribunal of nature against the incompleteness of
this life.
"If thou sufferest, it is well to die; if thou art happy
or thinkest thou art so, thou wilt gain by death since thy
illusion would not have lasted long. Thou passest from a
terrestrial habitation to a pure and celestial one. Why look
back when thy foot is upon the threshold of its portals? The
eternal distributor of good and evil, our Sovereign Master,
calls thee to Himself; it is by His desire thy prison flies
open; thy heavy chains are broken and thy exile is ended;
therefore rejoice! Thou wilt soar to the throne of thy King
and Saviour!
"Ah! if thou art not shackled with the weight of some
unexpiated crime, thou wilt sing as thou diest; and, like
the Roman emperor, thou wilt rise up in thy agony at the
very thought, and thou wouldst die standing with eyes turned
towards the promised land!
"O Saint Preux and Werther! O Jacob Ortis! how far were you
from reaching such heights as that! Orators even to the
death agony, your brains alone it is which lament; man in
his death throes, this actually dying creature, it is his
heart that groans, his flesh that cries out, his spirit
which doubts. Oh! how well one feels that all that hollow
philosophising does not reassure him as to the pain of
the supreme moment, and especially against that terror of
annihilation, which brought drops of sweat to the brow of
Hamlet!
"One more cry--the last, then silence shall fall on him who
suffered much."
Moreover, Alphonse Rabbe wished there to be no doubt of how he died;
hear this, his will, which he signed; there was to his mind no
dishonour in digging himself a grave with his own hands between those
of Cato of Utica and of Brutus--
"31 _December_ 1829
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