My Wife and I; Or, Harry Henderson's HistoryStowe, Harriet Beecher
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My Wife and I; Or, Harry Henderson's History
Stowe, Harriet Beecher
American fiction -- 19th century; Courtship -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Romance fiction
"Do you know mamma has just been into my room with a letter from Mr.
Sydney. He is coming into the field again, and has written to mamma, and
mamma has been in talking to me till I am just ready to cry. Now, Ida,
you know all that took place between Mr. Henderson and me yesterday in
the Park; we are engaged, are we not, as much as two people can be?"
"Certainly you are," said Ida, decisively.
"Well now, mamma is so distressed and disappointed."
"You told her about it, then?" said Ida.
"Certainly; yes, I told her all about it; and oh, Ida! what do you
think? mamma really made me feel as if something dreadful was going to
happen in the family, that papa was getting embarrassed in his business,
and perhaps we might all fail and come to ruin if I did not help him by
marrying Mr. Sydney. Now, do you think it would be right for me? It
certainly can not be my duty!"
"Ask yourself that question," said Ida; "think what you must promise and
vow in marriage."
"To be sure! and how wicked it would be to promise and vow all that to
one man when I _know_ that I love another one better!"
"Then," said Ida, "asking a woman to take false marriage vows to save
her family, or her parents from trouble, is just like asking her to
steal money, or forge a false note to save them. Eva, you cannot do it."
"Well," said Eva, "that is what I told mamma. But, Ida dear, is it
really true, do you think, that papa is troubled in his business?"
"Papa is not a man that would speak freely to any woman on business
matters," said Ida, "not even to me; but I know that his liabilities and
ventures are terrific; and nothing would surprise me less than to have
this whole air-castle that we have been living in dissolve like a
morning mist, and let us down on the pavement. All I have to say is,
that if it comes it is just what I have been preparing for all my life.
I have absolutely refused to be made such a helpless doll as young girls
in our position commonly are. I have determined that I would keep my
faculties bright, and my bodily health firm and strong; and that all
these luxuries should not become a necessity to me, so but what I could
take care of myself, and take care of others, without them. And all I
have to say is, if a crash comes it will find _me_ ready, and it won't
crush me."
"But, Ida, don't you think it would be a great deal better if we would
all begin now to economize, and live very differently? Why, I am sure I
would be willing to move out of this house, and rent it, or sell it, and
live in a smaller one, and give up the carriages and horses. We could
live a great deal cheaper and more quietly than we do, and yet have
everything that I care about. Yes, I'd even rather sell the
pictures--all except a few--and feel safe and independent, than to live
in this sort of glittering, uncertain way, and be pressed to marry a man
that I do not love, for the sake of getting out of it."
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