Naomi : $b or the last days of JerusalemWebb, J. B., Mrs. (Annie)
History
Naomi : $b or the last days of Jerusalem
Webb, J. B., Mrs. (Annie)
Historical fiction; Jerusalem -- History -- Siege, 70 A.D. -- Fiction; Sieges -- Fiction
Even Zadok's self-command was failing, and the natural tenderness of
his heart was ready to triumph over the lofty calmness that usually
distinguished his manner and deportment. His wife and Claudia,
Deborah, and all the other attendants wept aloud from sympathy and
anxiety, while Amaziah bent his eyes on Naomi, and waited in almost
breathless expectation of her reply to the appeal of Zadok. She had
raised her face, and shaken back her clustering hair from her pale
brow and weeping eyes, while Salome's words of kindness were
whispered in her ear, and she had sought to interrupt her mother when
she spoke of forgetting the faith she had so lately learned. But
when Zadok addressed her she paused in deep reverence, and waited in
silence until he called for her reply. Then she rose from her knees,
and stood erect and self-possessed. Her mother's promise that she
should return to the Jewish faith had startled her, and recalled her
to a sense of her duty, and a confident reliance on the aid she had
implored to keep her firm and unshaken under every temptation and
trial. Her countenance was as pale as death, and the beating of her
heart was almost audible, yet she spoke firmly.
"My father, you have commanded me to renounce the faith which I have
embraced because I feel that it is true. Sooner could I gaze up at
the noonday sun, and say that it gives no light, than I can behold
the character of Jesus of Nazareth, and say that the glory of the
Godhead shines not therein. My soul was dark, my heart was hard, my
spirit was proud and unhumbled, and therefore I knew not peace; when
many months ago I met an aged disciple of Jesus Christ, and she told
me of his power and his love, and the words that he spake, and the
miracles that he wrought. She told me how he left his Father's
throne on high, and lived with sinful men, in poverty and affliction
on earth, to teach them how they ought to live. And she told me how
at length he died, a sacrifice for sin and an atonement for us
sinners; and having borne his Father's wrath, and drained the cup of
sorrow that was mixed for us, how he rose triumphant from the grave,
and ascended again to his God and our God, there to plead his death
for our forgiveness, and to prepare mansions of everlasting peace and
joy for all who truly love and serve him. When I heard all this, my
father, I felt my heart was changed. Could I be too grateful to him
who had done so much for me? Could I feel proud and self-righteous
when the Son of God had died to wash away my guilt? Could I any
longer put my trust in the blood of calves and goats to wash away my
sin, when the blood of the Messiah had been shed as a perfect
oblation and satisfaction? I received the Lord Jesus as my God and
Saviour, and he has given rest unto my soul. Never, never will I
forsake Him who gave himself for me!--never will I renounce that name
whereby alone I hope to be saved!"
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