Naomi : $b or the last days of JerusalemWebb, J. B., Mrs. (Annie)
History
Naomi : $b or the last days of Jerusalem
Webb, J. B., Mrs. (Annie)
Historical fiction; Jerusalem -- History -- Siege, 70 A.D. -- Fiction; Sieges -- Fiction
Claudia was long in composing her letter. What words could she find
sufficiently eloquent to plead with Theophilus for his own life? At
length it was finished; and many were the tears which fell on the
parchment, and blotted out the words as soon as they were inscribed;
but these tears would speak to the heart of him whom she addressed
more powerfully than anything she could write: and the epistle was
rolled up and carefully secured with a silken cord and a seal. She
breathed a prayer for its success as she delivered it into the hand
of Zadok: but at that moment the voice of conscience spoke loudly to
her heart, and she felt a pang of doubt and fear whether she had
acted the part of a servant of God, and whether the object of all her
affections would not despise her for her weakness. She trembled with
nervous indecision, and whilst she paused and hesitated whether to
recall the important letter, Zadok passed quickly from the house, and
it was too late. Did she not experience a momentary joy that it was
no longer in her power to prevent the manuscript from reaching the
hand and eye of Theophilus? She did; but her satisfaction was
succeeded quickly by such agonising feelings of remorse and dread
that she could hardly support them. Salome could now be no comfort
to her, for she could not sympathise in the self-reproach which so
suddenly overpowered her, as the conviction pressed upon her mind
that she had been a traitor to the "Lord who bought her," and had
endeavoured to draw Theophilus into the same dreadful crime. Mary of
Bethezob ridiculed her fears, and would have repeated all the
arguments by which poor Claudia had persuaded herself to commit the
deed which she now so deeply repented: but she would not listen to
her--her eyes were opened to a sense of her sin and weakness, and she
saw the fallacy of all her reasonings, and the selfishness which had
led her to prefer her own happiness to the salvation of her beloved
Theophilus. She would listen no longer to the voice of the tempter,
but hurried away to search for Naomi, and unburden her oppressed
heart to that judicious and most faithful friend. She found her with
Judith engaged in humble and fervent prayer for the object of their
anxiety; and oh! how was her spirit pierced, and what shame and
sorrow did she feel, as she entered the chamber, and heard the
concluding words of supplication uttered by Naomi, in a tone of the
deepest feeling and most perfect resignation!--".....And oh! most
gracious Lord, while, in submission to thy will, we humbly implore
thee to look upon our sorrow and turn it into joy, we would yet more
earnestly desire that thou wouldst be with the soul of our beloved
and afflicted brother, to strengthen him against the temptations that
may sorely beset him in this hour of trial. May no fear of death, no
thoughts of early affections intrude to weaken his holy resolution,
or shake his faith in thee, Lord Jesus. Thou hast called him to
thyself.
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