Naomi : $b or the last days of JerusalemWebb, J. B., Mrs. (Annie)
History
Naomi : $b or the last days of Jerusalem
Webb, J. B., Mrs. (Annie)
Historical fiction; Jerusalem -- History -- Siege, 70 A.D. -- Fiction; Sieges -- Fiction
"Cease, dearest Claudia," cried Naomi, approaching the unhappy girl,
who shrunk from her as if she felt unworthy of the sympathy of one so
pure and good as her friend appeared in her eyes; "compose yourself,
for you are labouring under some painful delusion. Why did I let you
leave us this morning, and not follow you and bring you back to
Judith? I thought you were with my mother, and that her kind
sympathy would soothe your mind."
"Why did I leave you, indeed, Naomi!" replied Claudia; "you would
have saved me from this crime. Let me speak it all, for my heart
will break if I do not confess my sin. I have written a letter to
Theophilus, and ere this he has received and read it. I have
implored him for my sake to deny his Redeemer,--for my sake to make a
profession of returning to Judaism! I told him that he would be my
murderer if he spoke the word that would seal his condemnation
to-morrow. Oh! I said more than all that--I sought to make myself
his idol, and to cause his love for one so despicable to stand
between him and his God! He will not heed my guilty ravings, for he
is too holy to be infected with such base weakness. But he will
loathe me, and despise me as I deserve; and when he is a pure and
blessed saint in heaven, I shall have lost the only consolation that
could have remained to me--that of knowing that his heart was mine
until it ceased to beat; and hoping that when mine was cold in death
my spirit might soar above, and join him in those realms of peace
which Jesus Christ has promised to those who are _faithful to the
end_."
Judith and Naomi were filled with horror and alarm at this passionate
declaration of Claudia's. They grieved deeply that she should have
fallen into such a snare of the evil one, and thus have added another
and a most bitter trial to those which now surrounded Theophilus.
They did not apprehend that his faith would be shaken in the
slightest degree; but they knew that nothing could make death so
dreadful to him as the belief that Claudia was wavering and unsteady
in the religion which he had delighted to teach her, and that when he
was no longer at her side, she might sink back into comparative
darkness and unbelief. The depth and sincerity of her repentance
were most evident to them; and all they now desired was to soothe and
tranquillize her mind, and to find some means of conveying to
Theophilus the assurance that she was not so unworthy of his
affections as her recent conduct might lead him to suppose.
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