Depressed and resentful, Julia had kept herself from the boy and his
preparations. He encountered her outside his door. She was passing
quietly, trying not to be seen. "Gee whizz, Aunt Julia, I haven't got
anybody to help me!" Julia realized that she was hypocritical in her
determination to keep away from him. "I don't see why you can't help me,
Aunt Julia."
Julia clasped her long pale fingers together in front of her black
dress. She smiled. Bobby doesn't know! Oh, Laurence, how can you!
"Hadn't you better do it alone, Bobby? Then you'll know where everything
is." She was thinking how proud his throat looked above his open collar.
His sun-burned neck was full and slender like a flower calyx. She found
something pathetic in his small hard face: his short straight nose, his
sulky mouth, his round chin, his eyes that saw nothing but their own
desires. She loved him. He hurt her so, hard beautiful little beast. She
walked through the door, into his domain that recalled his school
pennants and baseball bats. "What a trunk! You haven't left room for
clothes, child."
"Well, gee whizz, Aunt Julia, I've got to take my boxing gloves and my
hockey sticks, and there's not anything in yet." She crouched by the
trunk and began to lift his treasures from it. "I'm afraid this will all
have to be taken out."
Bobby stepped on her trailing skirt as he peered into the trunk. "Gosh,
Aunt Julia, it's so long!" He added, "You're so darn slow."
"Have you asked May to help you?"
"Gosh, Aunt Julia, I don't want her! She never will help me anyway."
"I'm afraid you don't help her very much." Julia glanced over her
shoulder. Her smile apologized for her severity.
"Well, gee, when she wants me to help her it's always some fool girl's
thing. She's not going away to school."
Laurence, climbing the stairs slowly, heard their talk. He had hidden
himself for the evening, and was on his way to bed. He went to the door
and looked in. Julia saw him, and clambered to her feet, tripping over
her skirt. Laurence concentrated his attention on Bobby. "Not through
yet?"
"Well, darn it, Dad, I've got to get everything in these two measly
little trunks. I just can't do it."
Laurence came forward. "Oh, yes, you can." He squatted beside the heap
of clothes. Julia stepped back like an intruder. She watched his hands,
with their gestures of delicacy and tension, moving among the scattered
objects. His sweet sneer seemed graven on his face. Everything about
him, his clumsy humped shoulders, the spread of his hams straining the
cloth of his trousers, was full of her knowledge of him that he would
not admit. Bobby ran about the room bringing things to his father. Rain
fluttered out of the darkness and made threads of motion on the silvered
glass. "You'd better shut that window, Bobby." Bobby struggled with the
sash. "Gee whizz, Dad, it's so hot in here!"
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