Mrs. Hurst looked bored and tired. Her small sardonic mouth was very
precisely set. Her gaze was both humorous and weary. Now and then she
glanced at Charles and forced a twinkle to her eyes, while, at the same
moment, her features showed her repressed irritation. Mrs. Hurst had
suspected, after the previous meeting with the Farleys, that Charles was
interested in Julia. Suspicion sharpened her observation of him but her
policy toward him demanded of her that she be amused by all he did.
Otherwise the situation between them might long ago have precipitated a
crisis which she, at least, was not ready to face. In a moment of
impetuosity Charles would be capable of heaven-knows-what regrettable
and irretrievable resolution. He had so often shown the same kind of
frank admiration for a pretty woman that she made the best of things by
appearing to tolerate, if not to encourage, his folly. She was certain
that his infatuations were so illusory that a little enforced
acquaintance with the intimate personalities of her successive rivals
would dissipate his regard for them. In this case, too, she had no fear
that a woman of Julia's poise and enlightenment would make any serious
response to Charles's naïve overtures. If Mrs. Hurst could convince
herself that a situation was sufficiently grotesque (viewed, of course,
from the standpoint of manners) it became unreal to her, and she could
no longer believe that such a vague and ridiculous cause would produce
any effect in actuality.
Waiting for Laurence and Julia to appear, Charles, even when he was not
looking at her, was conscious of his wife's personality. Though he could
not analyze the impression, he was, as he had been repeatedly before,
disconcerted by the cold understanding which he saw in her small,
humorously lined face. He was startled by the boldness of her evasions.
All his mental attempts to capture a grievance were diverted when he
considered her demure gentleness and good breeding. He had, at the
outset, to accept the fact of his inferiority. Now his pale eyes, fixed
intermittently in an upward gaze, were startled and perturbed. His mouth
twitched. He felt boisterous, and suppressed his laughter, though he did
not know whether he should direct it against her or against himself. She
was so visually real to him: her withered small hands, the flesh under
her plump throat--flesh that fell away and somehow failed to soften the
contour of her little chin. At these moments when she connived, or so it
might almost seem, to further his betrayal of her he felt a sentimental
affection for her, and decided that it was only because of the physical
repulsion which her ageing gave him that he did not love her completely
and lead an ideal life. He was sorry for himself and for her too because
he could not conquer his aversion.
Catherine said, "Julia is particularly handsome to-night."
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