The door moved softly, there was a light rap, and Johnson re-entered
with a tray. Charles laid his hair brushes down. "Looks good to me,
Johnson." Johnson smiled his sad, half-perceptible smile. "Shall I mix
it, sir?"
"No--Johnson. No." With an air of ostentatious casualness, Charles
poured whisky into a glass and held it up to the light. "Good stuff."
Johnson kept his still smile, but did not speak.
Charles drank with deliberate noisiness. When he set the glass down he
drew a deep theatric sigh. His face was solemn. "Better try some,
Johnson."
The man flushed slightly. "Anything else?"
"No, no. Coming downstairs. The madam had her breakfast yet?"
"I don't know, sir. That is, I think so, sir." Johnson turned away and
the door swung soundlessly across his rigid back.
Charles gave himself a little more whisky that brought the tears of
relaxation to his eyes. He wondered if he were mistaken about Julia. He
dared not consider future potentialities too definitely, though he told
himself that, whatever came, he was ready for it. Would she ever let him
put his head in her lap? He felt good and complacent when he imagined
it. The pose it represented was assumed with such sincerity and was so
remote from the aspect of him with which his wife was acquainted, or
even the guise he bore to his sporting friends. It was pleasant to him
to recognize this secret and not too obvious self. "Well, Charles, you
old rooster, you may have broken most of the commandments, and you can't
talk Maeterlinck and Tagore with the old lady, but there's something to
you they all miss. The dear!" he added, thinking of Julia.
* * * * *
It was Saturday afternoon. The holiday crowd moved in endless double
lines along an endless street. As Julia walked with it there was a hill
before her and the stream of motor cars floated over the crest against a
pale sky hazy with dust. Men stared at her and, feeling naked and
unpossessed, she demanded their look.
"Miss Julia!" She glanced up, hearing a car whirr to a standstill beside
her. Mr. Hurst was driving a gray racer. He was bareheaded. The wind had
disarranged his sleek hair, revealing his baldness. He smoothed back the
locks. He gazed at her a little fearfully, but his face was happy and
intent. "I've caught you. Going anywhere? Let me take you for a ride?"
He saw her eyes, the outline of her breasts, her cloth dress blown
against her long legs, her ungloved hands with their beautiful helpless
look. "You are tired." Tender of her fatigue, he was grateful to her
because she allowed him this tenderness. His heart beat so heavily that
he fancied it must be fluttering the breast of his silk shirt. She must
think me a fool, dear girl! I love her! He was conscious of being a
little mad in his delight, and wanted to lay his faults before her.
"How's this? I'm going to run away with you--take you off to the
country." Julia was beside him. The car glided on.
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