Narrative and Miscellaneous PapersDe Quincey, Thomas
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Narrative and Miscellaneous Papers
De Quincey, Thomas
English essays; English fiction
Ah, reader! but, if I answer that question, you will say I have _not_
answered it. If I tell you that secret, you will say that the secret
is still hidden. Yet, because I have promised, and because you will be
angry if I do not, let me do my best; and bad is the best. After ten
years of restlessness in Spain, with thoughts always turning back to the
Andes, Kate heard of an expedition on the point of sailing to Spanish
America. All soldiers knew _her_, so that she had information of
everything that stirred in camps. Men of the highest military rank were
going out with the expedition; but they all loved Kate as a sister, and
were delighted to hear that she would join their mess on board ship.
This ship, with others, sailed, whither finally bound, I really forget.
But, on reaching America, all the expedition touched at _Vera Cruz_.
Thither a great crowd of the military went on shore. The leading
officers made a separate party for the same purpose. Their intention
was, to have a gay happy dinner, after their long confinement to a ship,
at the chief hotel; and happy in perfection it could not be, unless Kate
would consent to join it. She, that was ever kind to brother soldiers,
agreed to do so. She descended into the boat along with them, and in
twenty minutes the boat touched the shore. All the bevy of gay laughing
officers, junior and senior, like schoolboys escaping from school,
jumped on shore, and walked hastily, as their time was limited, up to
the hotel. Arriving there, all turned round in eagerness, saying, 'Where
is our dear Kate?' Ah, yes, my dear Kate, at that solemn moment, where,
indeed, were _you_? She had _certainly_ taken her seat in the boat: that
was sure. Nobody, in the general confusion, was certain of having seen
her on coming ashore. The sea was searched for her--the forests were
ransacked. The sea made no answer--the forests gave up no sign. I have
a conjecture of my own; but her brother soldiers were lost in sorrow and
confusion, and could never arrive even at a conjecture.
That happened two hundred and fourteen years ago! Here is the brief sum
of all:--This nun sailed from Spain to Peru, and she found no rest for
the sole of her foot. This nun sailed back from Peru to Spain, and she
found no rest for the agitations of her heart. This nun sailed again
from Spain to America, and she found--the rest which all of us find. But
where it was, could never be made known to the father of Spanish camps,
that sat in Madrid; nor to Kate's spiritual father, that sat in Rome.
Known it is to the great Father that once whispered to Kate on the
Andes; but else it has been a secret for two centuries; and to man it
remains a secret for ever and ever!
FLIGHT OF A TARTAR TRIBE.
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