Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of FootBillany, George
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Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of Foot
Billany, George
Great Britain -- History, Military -- 1789-1820; Soldiers -- Biography; Soldiers -- Religious life
previous habits and behaviour were as opposite to the Scriptures, as if
they had never heard of such a book; and it was as little talked of, as
if it had never existed. If infidelity be _true_, the death of its
disciples ought to be more dignified and composed than that of any
others: their future prospects ought to be the most certain,
intelligent, and cheering to the immortal soul, when it is about to take
its flight into the world of spirits and return to God who gave it. A
dying infidel, if his system be _truth_, should be one that should
rejoice in death, that he had freed himself from the fears produced by
the Bible; he ought to be able to direct those around his dying bed to
the truth that supports his mind, and show, at the same time, that he
has a proper discernment of his own condition as an accountable
creature, and suitable conceptions of the moral character of his Maker
and Judge. But of all that I ever saw die, I never heard any rejoicing
in the assertions of infidelity: I saw many die apparently _hardy_; but
their deaths resembled more that of the beasts that perish, than of
accountable immortal creatures. I have since seen Christians die, but
the manner of their death was very different: their conceptions of the
majesty and holy purity of God were exalted; their sense of the evil of
their own sins, and the moral responsibility of their conduct, was deep;
but with all this full in their view, they had good hope through
trusting in Christ; and I never yet saw or heard of a dying Christian
who regretted that he had trusted too much to Christ, or thought too
highly of him; but the contrary. I have often heard them regret deeply
that they had thought too lowly of him, and of what he had done to save
sinners, and had trusted too little to him, and depended too little on
the promises of the Bible; and I have heard them pray earnestly for
forgiveness for this, as being the most heinous of all their
sins.--Reader, if ever your mind has been stumbled by the arguments of
infidelity, try it by this test,--what provision does it make for
eternity, to a sinful and accountable creature; and you will find that
in this most important of all other concerns it makes no provision
whatever: it is revelation alone that either does or can make any
provision for a certain ground of hope for futurity. God alone can tell
how he will forgive sin: he has done this in the Scriptures, and there
alone. O be sure you examine what is revealed in them upon this subject,
and build your hope for eternity only upon what God has revealed to a
sinner to trust in, that you may not die in despair, nor be deluded by a
false hope, and finally be disappointed: and for this purpose, I
earnestly entreat your serious consideration of what is said towards the
conclusion of this narrative.
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